Sunday, June 26, 2011
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 09:21
Life's Beautiful
been wanting to blog for quite sometime.
but every time i was here, my mind went blank.
probably there are too many things to talk about, to share about
that i don even kno where to begin.
time check: today is the 26th of June 2011.
been 2 months since i last blogged.
my life has been through that cycle.
the wheel, which consists of 4 parts:
HAPPINESS, LOSS, SUFFERING, HOPE, and then the cycle goes bac to HAPPINESS again.
till today, ive never forgotten the sufferings that ive gone through in Jan.
and i hafta agree, when things were fine with my EX-AL, i had hope and i was truly happy being with him, especially before the chalet days.
but things turned nasty in Feb after the breakup and here comes suffering again.
in Apr, after meeting EX-ZAM, i thought that was the happiest moment in my life.
i'd never felt so in love before, and never had a guy who would care so much for me.
but then again, good things had to come to an end when we broke off in May, which, yes, you can say - a short relationship.
things happened way too fast between us,
and i didnt expect my family to be involved in this.
devastated, clueless, upset, traumatized by my past.
it was a horrble feeling altogether.
and nowwwwwww,
lets see where i am in the usual cycle...
im bac to HOPE again.
and this time, things seemed pretty fine between us.
but im still unsure of my nex step.
anyways, in short, ive learnt to accept what life has in store for me.
for those of you who believe that life's shit - youre definitely wrong.
life's beautiful, life's good :)
it's jus that vicious cycle that we hafta go through.
remember: at the top of the wheel is HAPPINESS, then LOSS,
and at the bottom, SUFFERING. but from here is where you learn about your mistakes, you learn about others, you learn about LIFE. and when you see that silver lining again, you will have HOPE.
LIFE IS INDEED BEAUTIFUL. EMBRACE EVERYTHING IT HAS FOR YOU :)
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