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Today:

`the Fellas


MY PILLAR OF SUPPORT

gf

MY TOP BEACHES

fizatan
honeyy
alina
vicky

MY TOP FUCKERS

fcukers
siaozhabor
master
lesbianpartner
brother
xialan-kia
anne
joker
chiobuu
jiamin

MY HAAGEN-DAZS PEEPS

jasmine
izzati
qiuli
sharon

MY NGEEANN FRENNYS

kat
yusliza
yawen
joyce
pinky
fengkai
hakim yusoff
yvonne
melissa
huifen
liyu

OTHERS :)

sophia
jaslin
jiayi
katherine
rachel
andy

MY "ENTERTAINMENT"

SHINee!
bitches galore!
ou xuan
jeanette aw
felicia chin
nat ho

my baby MFS



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Thursday, April 26, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:41

nothing much seems to happen today. all i know, ive been eating alot today! FUCK MANN. BLOODY HELL. usually i eat alot only when im in bad mood. but nahh. i think ma mood was okay so far. at 10AM ate 3 balls. ok. TAKOPACHI. then 12PM break ate 3 different sushi, a black pepper chic pau and a spoonful of kat's FANCHOY rice. ok. hows that? at 3PM break shared a plate of cutlet with mel and ate 2 chicken wrapped in seaweed and a long dory fish! and on the way home, craved for McFlurry so bought that, then ate a plate of mee goreng plus kway teow wic ma mom cooked! not only that!! i was offered 3 yummy biscuits from ma nephew aaron!! yepp. i fucking hell regretted!! DAMMIT.

NO MOOD ALR LAA! i go do ma work now. byessss.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:04



monday, 230407 .

people say, MONDAY BLUES. however, it was MONDAY PURPLES for me! mwahaha. ok laa. lame-ing here. but gg to kindergarten tdy wasnt that scary after all! in fact, it was kinda FUN! i was attached to K2 kids who really look like as if they belong to NURSERY cus they look soooo small and cute! goshh! wad was a new experience for me was STORYTELLING time! i had to read a book in front of the whole class of 22 kids and surprisingly ALL OF THEM paid attention to me! they were so engaging, raising up their hands to answer ma questions. that made me HAPPY FOR THE REST OF THE DAY. oh. no offence but i don really like ma mentor. ohgoshh. i dunno if this is a good start for me but i hope that i'd S----L----O----W----L----Y GROW to like her! i don wanna sacrifice ma FP assignments for nth mann! =P

met khai kit around 7PM. went to holland haagen-dazs and signed that RESIGNATION FORM. ok. i hope it'll be approved mann. jus don ask me whyy i wanna resign pls. then took photos of the 'best places' there and posted them in friendster! bingjie was sayin, "when u see me outside don forget to say hi horr. don ignore me horr!" MWAHAHA. hes soooo funny. i wont laa. not to a shuaige at least. wakakaka. after that went to 'chill' with khai kit at BURGER KING. sat there, lame around, talked talked talked, he ate a meal, i drank his oh-so-expired coke and then barley. continued fooling around till 11plus before we both headed home. =))

tuesday, 240407 .

was supposed to hav two appointments tdy but both POSTPONED!! so yea. while waiting for khai kit's class to end at 930PM, i went out to chill with ma dearest NANA. we really can talk mann. for hours and hours talked about EVRYTHG under the sun! u name it! ;) we separated at around 920PM when khai kit suddenly called me and asked if we are meetg. in the end, due to certain circumstances, we didn meet up. theres still tmr anyway. so at home watched a ghost documentary in INDONESIAN and gawd! damn scary mann! it jus gives u the creeps. DAMN. anyway im not gonna talk to khai kit anymore from this very nite onwards cus he stil went to play mahjong when i forbade him to do so. its a deal made and he shall suffer!! keekeekee. =D

Saturday, April 21, 2007
friday, 200407
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 12:16


STRESSED. DEPRESSED. SAD. yet HAPPY. VERY HAPPY. TOUCHED. PUZZLED. THANKFUL. LOST. CONFUSED. BLURRRR. but never mind. ohwell.

was damn tired and lethargic after school ytd. accompanied rani dye her hair since ive got some spare time. rani was hoping i'd colour ma hair too but as some of u know, ma hair is too colourful (at least for me) that i don think its a good choice to keep on colouring it. but bel and rani were saying that ASH suits me alot. and i was pretty tempted but i managed to hold bac this unnecessary desire. was kinda guilty that i couldn join kat, mel and peg to go shopping, and i also didn hav the time to meet up with the noisy ones among we fellow HeCkerC, evelyn & zhouhui.

ytd was busy plannin ma own stuff at long john. reached there at 5PM, expectg khai kit to reach at 530, when in the end he reached at 7plus? goshh!! ma butt was so cramped laa. sat down there for so long. and i was damn hungry that i could hear ma stomach 'growling' mwahaha! but i jus bear with it. i vowed not to spend ma money on food especially. then did some plannin with khai kit for the whole network, with contributions from oh-so-cute john. HAHA. and UNEXPECTED things happened. khai kit bought a long john meal and was asking if i wanna share with him. was reluctant acty cus that was kinda paisehh. after much persuasion, i did eat some. he was darn understanding. he knew ma problems, ma current situation. he even offered me to use his phone instead to make calls. john was kinda shocked. oh and he was damn HOT & RED and we didn know whyy. fever's calling him i guess. and then went home about 10plus. on the way, they decided to buy bread and was asking wad i wanted. of course i didn wan any! i reli wasnt hungry. i dunno. but they stil forced me to choose something and i brought it home while they gobbled up theirs on the spot. =P

anyways, things hav gotta change from now. I MYSELF hav gotta change. only then i can make things work. THE BATTLE HAS JUS BEGUN.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:08

well. ive always told maself, "damn. school's here again. damn damn damn". if not for the frens in poly, i wouldn even bother dream about school. SERIOUSLY. mwahaha. its not that i don like ma course, or the modules suck or wadeva (well, acty some of them kinda suck). jus probably cus ive been 'hooked' to holiday mood altho this past hol was not much of anythg very special to me but more problems that really fuckingly pissed me off, and is still pissing me off presently. ohwell. so wad happened for the firs two days of school?

met PAUL TWOHILL!! mwahaha. he was fuckingly near me laa! but gotta admit im not as crazy over him like before. i was kinda cool when i saw him. mwahaha. ok. met up with ma fellow WHITIES! the feeling was so damn good to be bac again with them! oh but the sad news: RACH has like deferred from the course til mebbe nex year? mann. i miss her. now whities are left with 10 crazy idiots! mwahaha. nahh. we arent idiots laa k. anyways, then infants ... toddlers ... the 3R's: RESPECT RESPONSIVE bla bla bla yadda yadda yadda. ok. CD 2.1 not too bad.

second day: as much as i didn wanna take up the responsibility of a MODULE REP, ma dear whities had to 'sabo' me by shoutg out ma name. DAMN. ok not that i wanna push the responsibility to someone else. i don mind acty but im jus afraid i'll be too busy with other stuff that i'll get too packed later in the future. well. nvm. at least im the module rep of the RIGHT MODULE (i hope). SELF AWARENESS MGT. i love this kinda thg. FIND URSELF. KNOW URSELF INSIDE OUT. WAD MAKES U? WAD ARE UR GOALS? WAD ARE U DOIN TO ACHIEVE THEM? all these, ma FAVOURITE. so there. other than this, usual stuff. go for lunch and after that go take a nap at the 4th floor. ZZZzzzz. and DESIGNING LEARNING ENVIRONMENT is BOOORRRINGGG. accompanied by a boorrriinngg lecturer. goshh.

anyways, sidetrack abit. i jus feel so grateful. grateful to hav him in ma life. grateful to hav met someone like him in ma life. i thought i couldn pull through. i thought i couldn cross over the deep ocean without getting drown. i thought i couldn fight the storm. but now, i feel like im halfway through. and its all THANX TO HIM. i dunno how im gonna thank him enough. but lately evryth seems so weird. i cant imagine wad will happen nex. i hope its nothing like the worse. =))

IM JUS GLAD OUR PATHS CROSSED. =D

Saturday, April 14, 2007
THANK YOU MA LOVELY PEOPLE!!
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 14:50

the whole of ytd was quite bad for me. i had alot of probs in ma head. REALLY REALLY ALOT. i kept thinkg and thinkg.

went online. and LAODA approached me! asked me whether ive graduated anot. and then he advised me ALOT ALOT! THANX LAODA! i'll always rem ur words de!

then khai kit talked to me. he too, advised me alot. he gave me alot of encouragement. frankly he has helped me alot altho he might not really know abt it. he jus didn realise laa. and now i feel so indebted to him! THANX KK!! =))

later around 12plus AM (ok can say, TODAY), ah quan called me. we talked and talked till like 2plus AM! he too tried to dig out the probs from me. he knows when i still hav probs left unsaid. seriously he knows! he kept on asking, "u ok?" then i'll be like. "ya .." then he'll say, "no. u don sound ok. i know laa. tell me tell me." abit spooky laa. haa. but quan has this X-FACTOR with gals. he knows the way to talk to gals laa. dunno where he picks up the skill from. HAHA. but he himself claimed that he's CHENG CHUAN. C & C for care & concern! THANX QUAN!!

then we hung up and straight after nana called! and we chatted. mostly said out all our heartfelt thoughts and we tried solving each others' probs. i simply love her! we talked abt our past, how we got separated but still are bac tgt now. talked till like 545 AM laa!! seriously ma ear ahh, DAMN PAIN AHH! haa. but it was all worth it. =)) THANX MA DEAREST NANA!

MA LIFE NOW REVOLVES AROUND THESE PEOPLE WHOM I REALLY REALLY TREASURE:

1. CAI NA NA - MA PRIMARY SCHOOL FREN

she has been sucha sweety. she's helped me alot through the years. we hav been through alot tgt and i strongly believe we'll be FRENS forever and ever and ever! FRENS FOR LIFE & FOR ETERNITY! LOVE U MA FREN! seriously without u, i dunno if i do hav the strength to move on in life at this very crucial time of ma life. THANK U SO MUCH!

2. KHAI KIT - MA UPLINE & ALSO MA BROTHER

he has never fail to encourage me and make me happy! =D he always will be there for me to encourage me and help me during ma difficult times. he may be quiet and sometimes all of us don really know wad he's up to. but im sure he's doin wadeva he's doin for evryone's good. he's like ma pillar of happiness. cus he appears FUNNY to me. HAA. THANX BROTHER!

3. QING QUAN - MA UP-UPLINE & MA ADVISOR/CONFIDANTE

he's that other guy who has given me the strength to move on after ma evry setbacks. he has been very very caring. i think he has this gut feeling laa. whenever im quiet he'll straitaway ask me why am i so sad. he's a really really nice fren who has been advising me and i could feel the warmth of his frenship. THANX AH QUAN! i really appreciate evrythg and i know our frenship will last long. ONWARD GESSIANS! mwahaha.

4. thanx also to song lei for sharing his past experiences to me, for letting me feel so welcomed cus i used to be like kinda scared of him cus he always appears so damn serious laa! but he has his FUN TIMES! =D thanx to zhong meng for wad he has done for our network's benefit. =)) and also many many others whom i'd like to thank for supportg me bein in this line. LOVEYAGUYS!

REALLY REALLY SINCERELY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MA HEART, THANK U SO MUCH! WITH U GUYS AROUND, I FEEL SO LOVED & BLESSED ALTHO U GUYS ARENT MA FLESH & BLOOD. LOVEYAGUYS!

Friday, April 13, 2007
120407, a day i found out so muchhhh
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 03:49

ohyess. jus came bac home.

thur, 120407. went to company for alina's appointment. FOUND OUT that alina had a really kind heart. "altho i work as a sales promoter selling shoes, when customers buy the shoe from me, and the thought of making them happy, makes me happy too." WOW. yesyes. uve got a good heart gal. at around 6plus, went for dinner with jingyi, quan, john, alvin, cherng siang & joab. FOUND OUT that quan could eat alot!!! damn alot laa! he ate one bowl of laksa and a plate of duck rice, and he was still fucking hungry laa! and he's still so skinny! ok laa. not that bad. at least hes got REAL HARD SIX PACKS. really! he got me to touch them. MYGAWD! damn 'cake' sial. anyways, 9plus like that went to macs with quan, jingyi, john, alvin, khai kit, zhong meng, mervin & jian ming. sat there and talked some serious stuff. FOUND OUT that jian ming acty saw ma SEC SCHOOL pic when i was in some BROCCOLI BROWN HAIR, wearing specs! SO NERDY! GOSHH! then after evrythg took the train home with khai kit, quan, john, alvin, zhong meng. these 5 guys were on their way to alvin's house at boon lay so they could finally take the train home with me. this time, khai kit and quan acty bent down their knees like so damn low jus to get DOWN to ma height. and they said, "wahh. myra! wad can u see mann? can u see the last cabin there?" AIYOOOO! nabuuuuu. bully me only. okok. i noe im short ok. u don hafta rub it in.

anyways, was quite down laa after the whole train trip. mebbe i heard sth that i didn wanna hear? i dunno. but at least i noe that im jus not his type laa. and the thought of me and HIM bein tgt is simply IMPOSSIBLE. too impossible! not that i wanna be with him or wad. i'd rather not but somehow, i jus cant accept the fact that he has someone else in his heart ryt now, (I THINK SO) and i shall not giv a fuck. OK MYRA? YEPP. =D after ma bath and evryth, went downstairs to meet khanthan. hes the only guy now that i'l always turn to when i wanna hav a puff. so we went to sit and chill at blk 610, then shifted to blk 612. called kai leong down. then maruful came down too. we "puffed" and talked cock ALOT sial. i "puffed" like more than 10 sticks laa! SWEEEET SAMPOERNA & MARLBORO MENTHOL LIGHTS. whee~! acty the guys were doin the talking. i was jus there to listen to all the cock nonsense. but the conversation with them was damn funnn laa! seriously. and suddenly all of us looked around. "EHH. WE MULTI RACIAL AHH. ONE MALAY, ONE INDIAN, ONE CHINESE AND ONE BANGLA!" =P wow. i didn realise that at firs. then i FOUND OUT that kai leong firs thought i was a MIXED CHINESE-MALAY gurl when he firs saw me while maruful thought i was an INDONESIAN! WTF? then kai leong said he 'sumpah' he thought i look like a maid too! WADDA FUCK?/@%## but anyways, talked until like 3AM before ma sis called me to buy a can of coke for her. went up, passed her the coke and then i didn feel like goin bac down again. LAZY is that simple word. so here i am! =))

FUN FUN FUN meetg new people and finding out new info too! =p btw at this bloody point in time, that 5 guys i mentioned earlier were still playg mahjong at alvin's house siakkk. :))

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
FUCKING RETARRRRDED DAY - cus myra chose to be a retard for the moment
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 19:52

i dunno. my thoughts are all over. i wanna succeed. but am i doin anythg to achieve that somethg? well. at least not tdy. i was like slacking at home all the way from morn till nite! i hate this feeling mann. appointment again postponed to tmr so i didn go down company tdy. and cus of that, tmr, i cant go play vball!! AARGGGH! yes. but i think A LOT tdy. A LOT. i told maself, wads life without sacrifices? so guess i gotta sacrifice tmr. =]

ytd's events suddenly made me come to a conclusion. or rather, it made me think deeper about life. hmm. ytd went to BURGER KING at tpy hdb hub and did some goal setting as well as making appointments with quan, khai kit, mervin, jingyi and wenxin. halfway quan decided to play CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHOP CHOP!! mwahaha. quan was the leader, making all the funny funny movements and hand gestures! and the rest felt so paisehh to play. since im always the most ON one, i jus played with him! laughed like hell! then we two played HAITAI YA HAITAI! mwahaha. okok. then quan treated us dinner! i ate TORI KARAAGE DON! hee. as usual, i was the slowest to finish ma meal. and evryone was like saying, "u sure u got eat anot?" pardon me for bein sucha slow poke laa. walao. HAA. evrythg seemed sooo fun. until the time came when quan had to go home. and i was like nervous cus i had an appointment later. then at this very moment here, i had like turnover of feelings when i saw wad i hate to see.

he seemed more closer to her now. carrying her bag for her, laughing with her. it was kinda surprising. but i jus walked alone. was i jealous? i seriously dunno. and then they went bac home tgt since they live near each other. i really had mixed feelings. depressed, frustrated, mad, sad. u name it. and tdy, i kept on remembering him. it sux mann. i hate to keep thinking about someone who probably doesn even giv a fuck about me. = i looked at ma fone. no one. when usually average received calls or missed calls is like around 5 per day? now, 0. a nice bigg egg. ok. wadeva. im gg downstairs now. chill awhile. im jus too mad.

Monday, April 09, 2007
LOVE LIVING YOUR LIFE JUS TO LAUGH ABOUT IT IN THE END?
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 21:48

wow. ok. suddenly i feel like i wanna start proving to those 'upstairs' wad im capable of doin mann. i jus feel the urge. well. they might not know that i can lead. seriously i can. i used to lead. in any situation. even bac then during ma primary school days. =)) then came the days of ma secondary school when i did the leading and the rest followed. but it all sorta died down at the end of sec three, and until now, i guess ive not been showing wad im capable of doin. im not trying to say that im supa good or wadeva. i jus thought that yea, i can do certain things but im jus not letting them out. sometimes it's really really damn irritating. i know i gotta unleash that potential within me. i know i can. but mebbe people around me play a bigg part in this. mebbe i jus don feel right 'performing' in front of these people. i dunno. im jus weird. i know. but after wad khai kit planned for our network, i felt more confident of maself. THANX FOR THAT DUDE. uve jus made me find ma LOST SELF. yes. i think ive found maself. i don wanna keep following. it's high time i lead AGAIN. I WILL TAKE THE LEAD. =))

hmmm. ok. feel like having some PERSONAL SESSION here. i guess its really time to let go of ma feelings here. feelings that ive been keeping to maself.

1) FRIENDSHIP wise, i don really giv a fuck. seriously frens do come and go. i know i hated this phrase and i still do mann. but heyy. who doesn accept facts? they are reality mann. yea. only handful ones will remain. or mebbe those gone might come bac some time later in ur life. YES. I BELIEVE IN THIS. u nva know who will be with u in ur upcoming 'events of life'. take for example, NOW? yepp. i swear i had nva expected to be qing quan's downline. to be in the same network as him. to work tgt with him. we didn even talk to each other bac then in sec school but now we're GOODFRENS. =)) same thing, he might go sometime later in our lives. we might lose contact. and i wonder wads in store for me in life. yes. LIFE'S PREDICTABLE YET IT'S UNPREDICTABLE TOO. =// but wad i would like to declare now is wad ive always believed in, that I LIVE FOR MA OWNSELF, NOT OTHERS. this isnt a selfish statement. it's somekind of a proclamation that I DON CARE how others see me and wad they wanna see from me or how they wanna judge me. it doesn affect me at all because I LIVE FOR MASELF. say wadeva u wan as long as i know wad im doin is right. =D

2) like many, sometimes i do feel something different suddenly. mebbe i feel that ma feelings arent quite right ehh. ok, say EMOTIONS. aha! i admit i do infatuate easily. like one time i will like this guy and then another time i will like another one? i seriously dunno wic is really INFATUATION and wic is TRUE LOVE? when guys are good to me i do hav feelings for them. it's not really in the liking. jus, ermm, enjoy the time ive spent with him? yupp. and now, i seriously dunno if ive fallen for this guy. i guess he has helped me alot in a way. i do enjoy ma time with him and i know we can click. mebbe it's not that i really like him. mebbe i jus feel good being with him? i really wonder. i know he may not like me but somehow the way he treated me jus didn seem normal. the things he said, i wonder if they were real hints or jus passing remarks. goshh. all this sounds complicated ehh? but anyways, ma feelings for the previous guy whom i used to like has faded away. see? fast right? thats me mann. i really hate this. but i know, that if i were to meet up with him again, the feelings for him will jus come bac. they simply come bac! uurrhh. how irritating. but then again, i don intend to hav any relationships, lovey dovey wadsoeva with anyone. mebbe if, if, if i were to say yes to a relationship, the reason might simply be, that i jus wan the feeling of someone who will always there for me, someone i can share ma problems with, ma sorrows and ma joy. someone who understands wad i wan in life and wad im doin. and that its really ok if we don commit much to each other. i dunno. is there such a relationship in this world? well. I SERIOUSLY DUNNO.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 09:41

went to company for appointment ytd at 6PM only to find out that it was postponed to tdy! goshh. and suddenly there the whole company seemed soooo bloody empty. so quiet that when i walked, evryone could hear the echo of ma footsteps. =P so went to courts to see some furniture and met up with mr gary and mr yong bing. went with them to meet the rest: mr jian ming, mr joab, mr zhong meng, mr cherng siang, larry, sebastian & khai kit. wahh. they were buying some expensive jewellery for ms tiffany at CITIGEMS. her bday tdy! as for me, ma network is planning to buy her PSP ehh! =)) well. at around 9plus PM left company to go to INDOCHINE to celebrate ms tiffany's bigg day ehh. but last min changes, i decided to go play pool with mr song, davis, samuel and nana. played played till we forgotten the time! 230AM! and they were waiting for us at INDOCHINE laa!! i wanted to go so badly but i didn want to pangsehh nana too ehh. she would feel awkward being amidst those managers ehh. but in the end 3plusAM met up with them at LIANG COURT MACS. we went to talk and talk and talk till like 6plus AM! well, during the process i somehow heard wads quan's problems ehh. felt really bad sitting down there. =//

630AM, decided to go for breakfast with khanthan and nana at NUS CHEESE PRATA there. had sausage-cheese prata. was darn full! then brought nana to ma house, met up with ma mum, reminiscing the old times when she came to ma house and danced to the HINDI SONGS! played with ma little nephews AARON & RYAN, and then here i am writing this blog while nana went to sleep. =)) i feel like sleeping too. GOSHH. TIREEEEDDDD.

anyways, check out mr song's VERY NICE POSE when he was playing pool! =))

GOTCHA SONG!

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 20:49


wow. ytd slept at 4plus AM, woke up at 9AM jus to rush down to toa payoh hdb hub! HAHA. yea. grand opening ceremony ehh! our new office! damn nice laa! =)) the place is soooo damn bigg and grand! i love the new office! =D took a cab down with khanthan but in the end there wasnt any opening ceremony ehh. i think some cock up down there. wadda. but its ok. we had lessons instead. in the meeeting room. wahh. sat there until shuang! basically spent half of tdy at the company but it was worthwhile. and now alvin and yiming bully me by calling me MARIA! alvin kept askg me to go his house. well. help him CLEAN UP! haha. fuck. =P he's somewad like khai kit too. BIG BULLY! aiyaa. these guys all same pattern. then there comes wen xin. another bully! haa. but he's a nice guy.

honestly, after i went to the company, surrounded by all those fun people, i felt that all ma troubles are gone! seriously! im still in a good mood now. =))

HAHA. i guess when im in such high spirits i don hav much to write. takaire guys! =D

Monday, April 02, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 22:02

nothing much happened today. was supposed to meet cindy at 245PM to get some important stuff from her but was kinda late and she needed to rush off somewhr else firs, so i went to quan's house. its YUJIA'S BDAY TODAY!! so me, quan, zhong meng, khai kit, john and alvin met up at quan's house firs before we went to town to buy yujia's presents. we went to MORE THAN WORDS and bought yujia a pink stuffed seater wic we thot was a pink soft toy! HAHA. it was real cute! and also bought her a big teddy bear. =)) the presents were so damn bigg that khai kit felt embarrassed to carry one of them and i had to carry it firs. ok. wadeva. around 630PM i separated from them to meet cindy at raffles! =D afterwhich i went to BURGER KING for dinner ALONE.

haha. FIRS TIME IN HISTORY EATING ALONE.

"LONELY, IM SO LONELY. I HAV NOBODY TO CALL MY OWN!"

MWAHAHA. but seriously i enjoyed being with none other than maself. i ate all alone there, but i wasnt feeling lonely. in fact i'd rather be alone. anyways, its always EVRY MAN FOR HIMSELF so i didn mind being alone. mebbe it could be due to the fact that i hav alot in my head. jus alot to keep that all the while when i was having ma meal, i was talking internally to maself. i was playing with ma thoughts, ma feelings and i felt good. and that was when i realised, i don need any companion. i don need another soul to be there with me, to talk to me. no. all that wasnt necessary and shall never be. at least, NOT FOR NOW. =]

"today i met someone special
someone who has always been there for me all this while,
without me realizing it.
someone who can be with me throughout the good and bad times in life.
come what may, what obstacles, what hurdles,
that special someone will stand by me all the way.
to share ma problems, ma sorrows or ma joy.
to love me for what i really am and not jus about who i am.
and promise to be with me till even death cant do us part.
and im proud to announce,
that, that special someone is none other than ma BESFREN.
and that BESFREN is ME, MASELF & I."

YOU ARE YOUR MOST TRUSTED BESFREN. =))
and that's really enough for me.


(010407) . A GREAT APRIL'S FOOL TO START WITH . =P
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 02:01


PARTY PARTY AT NORMANTON PARK!

hi evryone! hmmmm. jus came bac from charmaine's bday party. i admit it, that i dunno her until today. she's the supervisor of vivo haagen-dazs. a very pretty filipino. not to forget, we were also kinda celebrating daniel's bday as well, and it was also some sort of a farewell party for anchorpoint staff. since ma LAOPA (ACE) invited me, of course i went! ace was damn funny! his 'customer service' was superb! "come, lemme serve u this peach wine" and he offer me a glass. he also got all the food for me. there were meat, two chicken drumsticks and two crabsticks and ace claimed they were from australia, korea and some other countries. aiyaa. main thing is, they arent local stuff. anyways, i didn really know many of the people there i should say. they are new vivo staff u see. but i was really glad to be able to meet up with YANI, PANCHUEN, SHAUN, ACE, YVONNE, JIAJIE, ROY, BING ZHONG, ZHI CHAO, DANIEL, LI JUN, YUN HONEY, HANSHENG, KIANHONG, BERNICE and lots more!! =)) while we were talking and drinking, two bloody security guards had to spoil the fun when they came up to us and said, "u all are making too much noise already. even from the guardhouse we can hear. the people here are complaining already! u hav to leave NOW!" okok. FINE. u don hafta shout. seems like U are the one making the noise then. stoopid fucking guards. scared of losing ur jobs? hmmmpf. i swear to God we werent noisy at all!! GOSHH! pampered residents. so had to leave when it was still early. only around 130AM! mann. TIU NI MEN AHH!

ICECREAM PLEASURE AT ANCHORPOINT HAAGEN-DAZS.

earlier, at around 9PM, met up with QING QUAN, KHAI KIT & JOHN (the usual threesome, DUHH =//) to hav some icecream. well. i had promised khai kit i'd treat him icecream. so there. ordered a NEW YORK BROWNIE, quan had AOYAMA ANMITSU with only longan and more more more strawberries (he suddenly had a craving for strawberries!), khai had a DIVINE and john had SWISS SUNRISE. total was around $58. but after discount, i paid them for $50.75. not too bad not too bad. and they promised me they will treat me to a BIGG DINNER someday! =D after that quan wanna buy HOTDOGS! he had a craving for that too. I THOUGHT HE'S PREGNANT. but anyways, he was disappointed cus it was closed. and khai said, "nvm wad. eat mine lahh. u wan wad type? long one? u wan the small part or the big part? u wan got hair one or wad?" and quan said, "i wan the skin peel off one!" and they TIU each other while me and john laughed and laughed. GAWD. dirty guys as ma frens-cum-partners. HAHA. but couldn deny. had ALOT OF FUN with them. we kept on TIU-ING each other! kept on shouting and scolding each other. "FUCK U LAHH! EHH TIU NI LAHH!" ok. in short all the vulgarities were spat out. and i kept on beating them REAL HARD. pinching them with more TWISTS. haha. john was spared cus he's a good guy. HAHA. quan kept trying to trip me over while khai kept pushing me to the side! BIG BULLIES, seriously. but we had fun while walking to ABC foodcourt for dinner. after that i had to go bac haagen-dazs and these three gentlemen decided to walk me bac there. AWWW. ASS. haha. and quan and khai were really SHOUTING at each other at the bus stop while john as usual laughed about it. and me? i SHOUTED at them too, to stop them from shouting. mwahaha. ok. lame. but one word: FUN. =))

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