Sunday, December 13, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 20:33
when i heard how deer and suaku dreamt about me, i was really dumbfounded for a sec. it was like, a bad omen for them. if only deer had warned me, then that night i wouldn ...
and suaku's dream of me was very true. 100% true. but i don wish for that to happen. *cross fingers*
but like what ive said all this while, Rebel is like my home club. i love it at firs sight. but, it is also like my "jinx" club, because all those bad incidents ive experienced were all in Rebel, ONLY. not powerhouse, not dbl 0, not butter, not play. sighhhhhhhhh.
now im kinda worried. i don wan him to run away. after talking to ivan about it ytd, he asked me, "how sure are you?" now i couldn really answer that. what if? omg. i cant imagine. but after talking to ivan, i felt better. he's a pro, and so is that bastard.
these days i really wonder. whatever suaku said had a lot of sense in it.
"to me, clubs and pubs all are more of a place for guys to hav fun. you girls already kno that in clubs, girls are like the fish, and fishermen are everywhere. but why do you still go? okayy. it's fine if you wanna go once in awhile. too often will only make your health worse. in the long run, it wont be good for you. but it's your life. i don wanna say anyth wrong again."
i kno all these. seriously i kno. i kno what can happen in clubs. but there're really pros and cons. i mean, everything has its good and bad. you cant judge people jus like that. but i admit, it has become a part of me. it's like a habit. and i needa kick away this habit. ive met alot of nice people through clubbing, and nasty ones too. but, unless someone really knock some sense into me, i wonder how im ever gonna stop this habit.
SERIOUSLY, ALL ARE WELCOME TO TRY AND KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO ME. PLEASE.
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on a lighter note, i cant wait for 20th dec to come!!!! and im sooooooooo exciteddddd to plan for the 19th, 24th, 25th and 26th!!! MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :):):)
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myramoxiaomai from URL @ 13:29
ALAN LEE KWOK YIH!!!! YOU BASTARD!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i don kno. i jus feel like typing those words out. i really cant suppress any longer! i feel like going to the beach and scream my lungs out! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! THIS IS DAMN ANNOYING!
where is my strong nature? where is this 'girl power'?
all gone! melted. fucking melted. cb. really ccb. you, MR ALAN, are really good. youre a fucking good player. seriously. wow. i mus be the easiest target in your list. omg!!!! *VULGARITIES EXPLOSION!!!!!!!*
it has been a week. a week! why cant i forget you? fucking hell. it's a matter of a few days and two nights. jus two fucking nights! fuck you!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at this rate, i might jus land in IMH. knn.
and YOU. i told you im not your ideal kinda girl. it's my nature to scold vulgarities. why? its jus KNN. KNN KNN KNN!! if you don like then you may jus go and fuck off. you didn enter into my life "properly" either.
anddddddd YOU GUYS. do whatever you guys like. i salute you guys. i put my hands off you guys mann. seriously.
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