Thursday, January 31, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59
HAAGEN-DAZS GATHERING 2008
this was so unexpected. to be able to meet up with them after soooo fucking long! seriously long. missed those times we always had supper at uncle david's shop after work. usually aroun 3am plus! that explains why i never had to take breakfast! and also, the number of pounds ive gained till today. =X
who came? from yani, lokping, shawn, qiuli, riduan, peishi, yusrina, ian, jingjing, bingjie, leslie, jeffrey, liping, timothy, sharon, chris, elspeth, hazel, joseph, ruiying, meijia, rennie, hafiz and me to .... those who came. CHRIS, JEFFREY, SHARON, LIPING, TIMOTHY, RUIYING, JOSEPH, ELSPETH, HAZEL & of course ME plus HAFIZ who came only after his shift around 11plus.
had supper, had weird comments, had weird conversations, funny, hilarious, had a bimbo, mwahahaha and a botakhead! :))
SIBEHH FULL :)
US IN HOLLAND HAAGEN! =P
"THANX ARH FOR MAKING ME LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT!" SAID CHRIS AFTER HAVING TAKEN THIS PHOTO.
THE GURLS :) AND A BIMBO! GUESS WHICH?
WAHAHA! =D
like what we always used to do after work, sat outside, chit-chat, smoked etc.
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i guess sharon was the centre of attraction, for being a B-I-M-B-O! B-I-M-B-O! B-I-M-B-O! AND BIMBO WAS HER NAME OHH! wahahaha.
"timothy ... yada yada yada ...."
and chris was the targeted one. BULLY HIM ONLY! POOH BOAR! :))
this was cool. when i firs saw him, not a feeling at all. not an inch. talked to him. very normal. and i was certain that it was indeed an old story. im glad. but still, miss those times! grrrrr.
after everything, went over to meet bro who was waiting for me like quite long. oops! paisehhh! heng there was ts there. and then, we shared something! mwahaha. but he was a good boy! he was tryna control his habit of smoking! steady la bro. and horr. i don knwo how you are feeling ehh. but i hope youre fine. :))
waited for the bus with bro and a rat appeared. a few minutes later, an ugly frog appeared. i thought the face was so buang that i had to capture it! but couldn see the face ehh~
toodles! jus finished sf report. syc will be over soon. and then cd and then exams!!! and grrrr. wonder whats next.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59
i was like randomly listening to SORRY, PUT THE BLAME ON ME by AKON when i suddenly realised that the lyrics relate so much to me. i really hope you do realise it, what youve done to me, how youve neglected me, how you indirectly were showing me disrespect, how you hav always given me sleepless nights jus thinking of you, how you are the reason for my pain. and i do hope that you hav things left unsaid for me to hear ... and that youre jus waiting for the right moment to tell me. :((
I’m sorry for the times I left you home.
I was on the road and you were alone.
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go.
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know.
That you were sitting home just wishing we,
Could go back to when it was just you and me.
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect.
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect.
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done.
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son.
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware.
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there,
Because I am in the streets like everyday.
Sorry for the things that I did not say.
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl.
I understand that there are some problems,
And I am not too blind to know.
All the pain you kept inside you.
Even though you might not show.
If I can apologize for being wrong.
Then it’s just a shame on me.
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me.
im starting to miss you again. when will this ever end? am i to make the hole even bigger, or should i jus close my door on you? but even if i want to, i jus cant bring myself to do it ...
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 02:51
was testing out my newly cut hair. short length version. cheebye. buang face? camwhore? zhilian? whatever you people call it.
monday, 280108
MACDONALD'S!! IM LOVING IT.
see the floor person, know already.
this was about 3am in the morning.
heng ahh bro no mood. i was motivated to finish my work because of him. seriously, pei him or not, i knew i wasnt able to sleep cus i was still rushing my report! so bro, don need to apologise. haha. "ITS TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE ..." wahahaha.
NEHNEH DIDN KNOW! GOTCHA!
BUT THIS WAS WHAT HE DID WHEN HE KNEW. DON SHY LAA EHH! SABRO! 
BRO TOOK THIS. ARTISTIC INDEED???? MY ASS ARR!
YES PLEASE RECOGNIZE THIS GUY HERE! 
he was THE ONE. sad sad sad ... depressed then run away from home. mwahaha. i thought he was gonna commit suicide you know! sighhh. sad laa for he didn do it. =P okok. joking joking.
 
TS ALSO "STEAM". AIYA HE AND ZH FOREVER "STEAM" ONE LAA.  
AFTER SCHOOL, WITH KAT FOR AWHILE, AT IMM.
she insisted on taking my pic! so buang how to let her take?! in the end the pics turned out to be like that. :)) had enjoyed the moment with her. shared calamari and had spicy chicken too. told my problems to her, and she shared to me hers. old times of us tgt "re-enacted". but it was too soon to end. and something not worth mentioning happened. but thanx to MY GOOD ONES, MY BEST ONES, MY LOVED ONES, im fine now. :))
tuesday, 290108 GAYS. THEY WERE HUGGING WHILE WALKING. POLICE (XIALAN-KIA BOTAKHEAD) & PAIKIA BRO! POLICE GOT MC LEHH~
 SIAOZHABOR & PONTIMYRA ~
 OVER AT XIALAN-KIA'S BLOCK
after school went over to meet anne, then went for a haircut, and then met up with lesbianpartner, ts and bro at holland to hav dinner. then met up with siaozhabor and jingyi at tiong. okayy so later at night left the five of us zombies, bro, kun, ts, siaozhabor and me walking from tiong to bukit merah macs to hav supper. while walking, siaozhabor and i sang our school song, "in 1885, our founder GAN ENG SENG ..... ~~~" ohwell, mebbe cus too depressed so jus entertaining ourselves. and we were suddenly stopped by the police and our particulars were taken down. for the SECOND time. nevermind. nothing interesting happened for these past three days. mebbe ... our 'mission' to take pics tgt. ME NEHNEH BRO with a stick of SAMPOERNA, MARLBORO? VICEROY???? mwahaha. and all three wearing specs. mudder! what a plan.
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was thinking of you, of our memories, while we were on our way bac home in that bus, yes 145. was reminiscing those times. was missing those days so badly. what we've promised, what we've planned to do together, what we wanna achieve together. the feeling was so bad, really so bad for now those promises ... i don know if they can ever be fulfilled, especially without you ... :(( and yes im certain, very certain that we will remain as siblings forever. let me demolish that wish which came about jus so abruptly, cus we will never be possible. let us maintain this wonderful friendship which began its journey so unexpectedly.
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