MONEY MUS HAV DROPPED FROM THE SKY AND LANDED STRAIGHT INTO MY POSB BANK ACCOUNT! WOOHOO!!!!!
i was fucking elated! like very very extremely surprised ok! i was checking my account to see how much i hav left and all, and then to my horror (yea right ;p) it was a 4 digit number, and, it was a very big number. it was way much more than what i should be paid for my fulltime job. so, i wasnt sure where did the rest of the money come from =/
anyways, im planning to give extra to my parents, and get a new handphone, (should i get a blackberry?) buy new etude makeup products, and save 800 this month in preparation for my korea-tokyo trip in march :)
today didn go for my dry run at jurong central park. so had to get mc but, since i wasnt free the whole day, fortunately there was a clinic which opens til 12 midnight at holland. and zh accompanied me to get my bloody mc which cost me 66bucs! KNNBCCB! keng until had to pay so much! ive learnt my lesson seriously. and then we had crystal jade for supper. firs time that i tried drunken chicken and jellyfish. zh had pink cheeks due to the drunken chics i guess. laughed like fuck siakk when i looked at her bloody tomato face!! =P
THIS WAS BEFORE I WENT FOR MY PART TIME JOB DURING THE DAY. MET ZH AWHILE.
THIS WAS AFTER MY WORK AND AFTER I REGRETTED GOING TO THE CLINIC! BUT BOBIAN MUS PRODUCE MC! :/
ANTICIPATING TOMORROW!!!! haha. i mean later at 1300 hrs :)
after work today, went vivo str8 to meet up with my fellow bitches. had sushi tei before we headed up to the rooftop to nua!
the session turned out extremely fun! like normal people would do, we took retarded pics of ourselves, gossiped and slacked really comfortably :)
I LOVE THIS PHOTO. I REALLY THOUGHT OF TATTOOING MY NAME ON MY FACE! KINDA NICE. THANX SOP FOR THE BRILLIANT IDEA! HAHAHAHA!
THIS IS NORMAL. VERY NORMAL.
STILL NORMAL. :P
WHILE SUSHI TEI-ING.
NOW COMES THE BEST PICTURES OF THE WEEK!
while sop was taking this pic of gf's legs, i quickly blew my smoke towards gf! anddddd zh started laughing cus she said the smoke was like some kind of fart that was given out by gf through her ass!
and so, for more lame fun but still fun fun, (fun was what that mattered, not our image nor pride) here's the pic of me failing to blow properly, hence this horrible pic! NO I WASNT SUCKING SOP'S FART PLEASE. BITCH. HAHA!
MORE MUDDERFUGLY PICTURES PLEASE!
FUN TAKING FROM THE TOP!
HERE YOU GO! MUDDERFUGLY PICTURES!
PIANGX! NO NEED TO HIDE! CHOR LOR MEANS CHOR LOR LUHHHH.
I DID PUSHUPS
I SAT ON ZH. ZH SEEMED TO ENJOY, I KNO :)
NOW GF LIED DOWN ON ME!
it was a great night. and we kno we can click, though i really couldn see this coming, when we firs met as a group, bac in Butter, that we four can acty form a clique.
bitches, i love you guys. nex time, if you wanna shop like crazy, ask me when im free!! i promise you i will spend twice as much as zh ok??? never hav i done that before so i shall try :)
15 october! 4 november! 26 december! 15 february!
4 more dates for us. we will hav more fun than this! :)
i strongly urge you guys to look closely at the pics below. look at every single one of the kids there. most of them were posing with the peace sign near their faces! wahhsehh! i didn even ask them to pose ehh? natural one. is it the trend for kids these days to pose like that? haha. but damn adorable lahh =D
YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND (RIGHT ROUND) WHEN YOU GO DOWN, WHEN YOU GO DOWN DOWN!
heh:) i acty sang this to the children while i was reading them a book about a boy who wanted to climb down somewhere or what lahh. cant exactly remember. then i suddenly thought of this song and sang to them to capture their attention. then they were like looking at me with their eyes wide open and said, "VERY NICE EH VERY NICE!"
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i acty incorporated all my fav rnb songs and influenced my kids ah. but honestly, which teacher would sing these kinda songs to the kids? no meaning at all laaaa to what i was teaching. suddenly what spin head right round lahhh. only the word "down" was related to what i was teaching them. i wonder how teachers in the future generation would be like. more importantly, how are the kids in the future gonna be like?
anyways, with many many blinks of my panda eyes, i hav already been working for 7 months plus as a fulltime childcare teacher! proud anot proud anot? aiyaa you proud anot i don care laa ah but i sure do kno that i am mudderfucking proud!! and im still holding on!! :) for these months being a teacher, kno what kinda teacher am i not? haha. the kids always tell me that im funny. im funny. im funny. walao. they really cute siakk. "teacher myra you so funny ehhhhhh!" i seriously thought i am not luhhh. but i don kno. to them, i mus hav been a fucking humourous teacher. and they one by one would ask me to go over to their house. "come my house ok? play with me!" though this job is truly hard for me, the kids always made it all worthwhile. seriously. im not jus saying it. everyday, at least three would declare their love for me. :):):)
"teacher myra, i love you" "teacher myra, i love you cause you so funny!"
then they would hug me and stuff. so sweet ahh these kids :)
it has been 6 days of fasting ehh:) and i don think im suffering or anyth of that sort. fasting month is all about purifying our body, mind and soul. fasting is not only to refrain yourself from eating, but refrain from saying nasty things to others, refrain from doing any misdeeds to others. during this whole month, it's like a test, a test that you hafta go through, to resist your temptations. it's not so bad after all. in fact, it's really not bad at all. AND I FUCKING LOATHE PEOPLE WHO TELL ME, that they pity me, and that they're lucky their religion doesn need them to do this. for me, if youre not required to fast, yes you wont lose a thing, but you wont gain a thing either. to experience fasting for a whole month AT LEAST, is a privilege. it is a BONUS.
and talking about my religion, malaysia gov, im sorry to say, is really FUCKING FUCKED UP. THEY ARE FUCKING FUCKED UP FUCKTARDS. how could they ban Muslims in malaysia from Black Eyed Peas concert? wtf are they tryna do? already majority of the people in malaysia are Muslims, tell me, after you ban, who will go? ban for what. knnccb. im fuming mad! they, don even understand what Islam is and they claim they are Muslims. and cus of them, people are being prejudiced against Islam. and i jus fucking hate it when people talk about Halal food Halal food and when they find out i don need the brand Halal to eat when im out, they thought im not devoted to my religion. IM TELLING YOU, IM SO FUCKING DEVOTED TO MY RELIGION OK! YOU KNO NUTS ABOUT HALAL FOOD. TELL ME YOUR DEFINITION OF HALAL FOOD BEFORE YOU GO AROUND TELLING OTHERS IM NOT A DEVOTED MUSLIM JUS CUS I EAT FROM CHINESE STALLS TOO.
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:22i wanted so much to watch Poker Face music video on youtube but while searching for it, i came across a video about this girl who is replicating Lady GaGa through her makeup and all. i was acty very amazed at how she could really transform, from a rather plain-looking face, to really one gorgeous babe jus by her technique of makeup! sibehh awesome ehh. i watched her other videos on how she put on different types of eye makeup. piangx! fucking nice ehh. for those of you who doesn like makeup, heyy, makeup can really really do wonders mann. if you kno how to lahh. mus watch this video!
anyways, was exploring shutterfly yesterday and found it was pretty cool. heard about it years bac but never had the interest to go and see what it's all about. now that im forced by my boss to go and look through it for our centre's benefits, i think i might change our centre's blog to shutterfly instead! cool shit.
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 03:34im jus mudderfucking tired. don ask me anymore.
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 12:48ive been feeling rather exhausted lately. when i didn wanna sleep, i always ended up sleeping, like anywhere in the house. at times, while i was like about to reply gf's msg, i woke up and found that i was sleeping with my handphone in my hand, and i was texting halfway. other times, while i was about to set alarm for the nex day, i woke up the nex morning to find out that i didn set any alarm and my phone was in my hand again! and lucky thing i didn wake up late!
WHAT THE FUCK RIGHTTTTTTT?????!
and ive been dreaming all sorts of nonsense lately. bad dreams about my family, myself, friends, brothers. siao. now my fingers are peeling. i mean, the skin. and again, i don kno why. my tongue hurts, they're not ulcers, but i don kno wtf are those. and ive found out im having eye infection, though i didn see the doc. but till i make a new pair of specs, i cant live without my contacts. im currently wearing 3 different coloured contacts. today blue, tmr groovy green, the nex day grey, and the cycle goes on. and my kids are having a headache, everyday see me with different coloured eyes and they always ask. very cute! ha.
anyways, though there may be so many fucked up stuff that has been happening to me lately, the best (or worse) thing is, i jus cant be bothered.
im only anticipating certain things right now.
our movie on the 27th, bitches night on the 28th, Teachers' Day dinner and dance on 31st, ash hair before hariraya, parties in september, october and december! :D and more which i better not say.
it was the firs, and it shall be the last time, for now. the feeling sucked, a little. they are still the same, yet different too. i guess it's really high time i prove something to them, lest things get overboard.
hmm. kun jus sent me a video of BigBang with the song entitled Haru Haru, and, now, im beginning to reallllyyyy like BigBang. from not knowing who the hell is BigBang to liking them, heyy it's a big deal okay. other than Rain, i don really listen to korean songs. unless the genre is more to the very very sentimental side, like songs from the drama Winter Sonata, or songs which are very to the hiphop/cool/groovy type, like, songs by RAIN la ehhh!! and i mean his fastbeat kinda songs. other than that, nothing Asian really attracts me. but.... BigBang is indeed a BIGBANG to me! jus listen to their music in the videos below. to me, they're fucking nice.
in a song, the beat, is extremely extremely important to me. even how slow the song may be, but if the beat is nice, i'll reallllyyyy loveeeee it. yes. i prefer hiphop to rnb. thats why Chamillionaire never fail to attract me with his songs :)
these boys (or may be jus the lead singer), are cute, can dance, able to rap, and i heard some beatboxing somewhere! therefore, it's a bonus! :D
if i cant find a friend who knos beatboxing, can someone who knos beatboxing be my friend? :P
i think, overall, im quite a weird person. in relation to my health, i jus cant seem to care much. be it the food i eat, the rest i take, whatever i do that can harm my health, i do. i kno how poor my health is now, but the thing is, i jus cant be bothered! wtf right. for instance like now, my eyes kept having this burning sensation, afterwhich they will like, produce soft white jelly of some sort which look exactly like EYE SHIT, HAHA, and they really keep coming out out out from my eye vessels. ehh wait. are they called eye vessels? don kno lahhh cant seem to think of the word but you should kno what i mean. =P
the worse thing that always happened was, these soft white liquid would jus move all the way up to my beautiful black pupil and basically cover my vision lahh! so i was always like having this blurred hazy vision and i would use my fingers (clean or not) to remove them. then there goes my eyes full of dust, dirt, shit whatsoever because of my dirty fingers! FUCK.
im not the least bothered about it acty, even as im writing this down now. ive said umpteen times that i'll go and see the doc and, yea i never did of course. the thing is, the shit happens to me only like a certain part of the day, and then when i sleep and wake up the nex day, it will be gone. so how? serious anot. don kno lahhh. ohya. another thing to mention, whenever i hav this shit happening to me, when i sleep, and wake up the nex morning, i always, always always find my top and bottom eye lids stuck together lahh! really like as if you'd really sealed your eyes with glue lahh cb. damn irritating every morning struggling to remove the 'glue'. ok im done with the ranting.
now, i jus wanna say
I LOVE ZHOUHUI VERY VERY THE MUCH! LOVEYOU LOTS LA DEEEEERRR! YOU SHOULD KNO WHY! :)
this month's anniversary was without any photos of us =/ whatever it is, all that food in geylang were fucking nice! powderful! delicious! if only there were no chickens and cheekopeks over there, i wouldn mind going there everyday for my meals.
determination and perseverance; these two goes a long way. mudderfucking long way. but it's all worth it because you'll definitely find happiness at the end of this long journey. believe me. i'll prove it to you. :)
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:54it has been two days since that tragedy.
i feel like giving myself some mudderfucking supa tight tight tight slaps for being so unprofessional.
i cried in front of the kids. i couldn concentrate. while i was trying my best to teach the children, tears started welling up in my eyes. my dear kids were shocked. during free choice play, i sat down with ignes, and told her, "im very sad"
she, a 4 year old, hugged me and said "don sad. why you so sad" that moment i asked myself, "how could i? how could i stoop so low to such extent that i feel so helpless? and i even need a 4 year old girl to console me?" she was like my elder sis, and i was like a fucking helpless bitch! urgh. i even had thoughts of getting myself run down by a car. fuck! what the fuck was i thinking???!
it's hard for me to forget everything that has happened that night. but as i hav promised you, i will slowly get out of your life. if it's best for the both of us, then i shall, i will.
EVERYTHING BAD THAT HAPPENS, THERE'S BOUND TO BE SOMETHING GOOD BEHIND IT.
yes. i still believe in this :) i will fucking survive.
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 14:08you said you felt lousy, you jus wanna give up, the problem lies with you, nth to do with me.
Brenda (new friend and saviour), said, jus move on. you hav many more years to come. this is one of the trial and error you needa go through in becoming a better person in life. seek the passion in you and go all out for it. and rem this: your tears is too precious to waste it on anyone.
IM LOST. I CANT GO ON AT ALL. uuurghhhhh FUCKING HANGOVER! GO YOUR MOTHER'S ASS AND HANG LA CB.
whatever ive predicted has come true. i told myself, youre doin fine now, as long as you don see him again. true enough, im happy with my life without your existence. im happy with my family, children, gf and friends. the difference in my life now compared to before, was the only fact that you had slowly disappear from my life. or should i say the other way round, that i was the one slowly walking away from you? whatever it was, i swear i was fine, i was happy, no tears, no heartbreaks, NOTHING.
i really didn wanna see you at all, because i kno once i see you, everything will be bac to square one. i really didn wanna see you on saturday night at Powerhouse, but i couldn bear when i heard you nearly broke down. i couldn help it when i heard you were stressed, you were having problems. i wanted to be there for you always, like before, cus that was what ive always promised you, as your brother.
little did i kno, i made a mudderfucking HUGE BIGASS mistake! fuck!!!!!
i couldn stop missing you once we parted on Saturday night. and though i swear, that i was reluctant to go Rebel with you ytd, (like fucking fucking reluctant), i did anyway.
for these past two nights,
we shared the same cig like before - i miss those times we shared the same drink, you lighted up my cig for me, we took pics tgt, i sensed your presence, i sensed your touch, and, most importantly, we sms again, we talked, after about 6 months of not contacting.
but what i had predicted, what i fear most, came true. i was again disappointed, because the least you could do, which was to be like a brother to me, you still failed. you kept on saying, brothers brothers, but we're seriously like two fucking strangers!
but to kno you were there, right beside me, i was happy.
tell me, how long more? you said i was too good for you - excuses? there isnt a need to hide the truth from me. then again, like ive always told you, i don want anything more from you. jus be my brother.
ive always been happy for you and her. i smiled looking at your photos with her :) im glad you found your happiness. i don even hav the slightest idea of replacing whoever thats in your heart.
wilson, no matter how foolish you look at times, no matter how youve turned from a very good-looking, paikia-faced chap, to a not-so-good-looking guaikia, no matter how youve hurt me unintentionally, no matter how insensitive you may be, no matter how naive you are at times, i fail to let go of my feelings for you. tell me, how long more?
the best part ytd was, a group of total strangers, gave me a sense of protection, a sense of belonging, a sense of life. they took care of me, really good care of me the whole night ytd till this morning 7am!
while you, my brother, left me in the club, all alone (did you?) cus you were drunk too. you, were that stranger to me. why you?
as much as you give me life, all these while, you always left me dead at the end of the day.
