Saturday, February 28, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 05:24
welcome to the last day of my fav month - FEB. :)
don ask me why feb is my fav month.
if youre smart, you'd know why. :)
it seems time flies real fast.
i was dreading to actually go to work on monday,
and was hoping friday would come soon.
and today is already saturday! mann. HAPPY LIKE FUCK! HAA.
yeaaa i read alina's blog and i wonder too.
when i was young my ambition was to be a teacher.
when i grow up, i think i really wanna be a teacher.
when i joined ngeeann i was confident that being a teacher was
what i aspired to be all along.
and now that i am already a teacher, (i mean childcare teacher, grrr)
i started asking myself,
is this really what i want?
friday was the 5th day of work, and i could sense work
is piling up real soon! preparations for lesson plans,
assessment by host teacher and principal,
parents orientation on 6march. awww mann.
somehow, it isnt all these that makes me grumble.
the issue is more of the other teachers.
and i mean, a few of them.
unapproachable, cold at times, looking down on you?
if only they were alil more friendlier, more sincere. =/
ohwell, never mind. im gonna journey through my days bravely.
WOAHHHHH. lol.
oh. ive a random question.
when you see a cockroach at your workplace,
would you hav killed it?
i mean provided youre not frightened of it.
cus yeaa last thursday there was a flying cockroach
in my childcare centre, and i was jus passing a remark, "kill it!"
NOOOOO. CANNOT KILL!!
0.0
and then it was quite comical when two of the teachers acty went
around the classroom trying to get hold of the cockroach with a broom
and dustpan. oh. so we aren supposed to kill them?
is this new? or am i jus ignorant? as far as i know,
my fam practises killing cockroaches, lizards, marching ants etc
when we see them bac at home. don you?
so why is it so different for childcare centres?
i felt so mean that day, when the teacher went "NOOOO CANNOT KILL!" CCB.
forget about that. later will be a long day for me. appointments after appointments :)
but i don mind cus i feel more fulfilling like this anyway:)
looking forward to watch that horror movie what valentine i-forgot-what. :):):)
looking forward to a brand new beginning starting in march:)
really:) and yes. my new blogskin nice rightt?
customize it to make it look like my own personal "virtual space".
i love it! simple skin, my bloody self, black, purple, pink. AWWWW. :)
WELCOME ME MARCHHHH!! AND THE MANY MORE MONTHS TO COME!!
Friday, February 27, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:09
damn tiring day today mann.
went to work early in the morn at 0655,
and the fucking bus only came at 0720! CCB.
you know how much more sleep i can catch not. ass.
i was like 2minutes late as a result.
anyways, 1730 ended work, and strait went to
PBC for my part time job. last day lehh:)
reached home at 2315, very very moody cus
was very very tireddddd.
and went to shower at 2340.
the moment i stepped inside the bathroom,
i remembered, "tmr im working at 9am not 8!"
and i SCREAMEDDDDDDD DAMN LOUD!!
suddenly i felt supa happy! aiya one hour diff only right.
but i guess it makes a huge difference.
cus at least i can catch alil more sleep.
planned to turn in at 0030 lehh.
but now already 0117. knn.
tmr i might feel sleepy again. fuck.
stubborn. i know. nvm.
anyways, bel tagged me in fb.
so for my dear frens who hav blogs, im gonna tag you here.
those non bloggers, ive alr tagged you in fb.
DO IT!!! I DEMAND YOU TO DO IT!!
and if you wan me to do for you, TAG ME BAC! :)
BLOGGERS IM TAGGING:
GF, DEAREST, HONEYY, ALINA, BAI, YAWEN, WILSON, ANNE, YONG, ERIC, EVE, HWEI, KUN, CARINA, SAHIRAH, FENGKAI, JASMINE (HD), SHARON (HD), QIULI (HD)
How well do you know me? Answer these questions!
Tag your friends and see who knows the most about you!
1. Where you and I met?
2. How long have you known me?
3. The last time we saw each other?
4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
5. Am I funny?
6. What's my favorite music?
7. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)?
8. Have you ever hugged me?
9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
10. If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring?
11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years?
12. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?
alrightttt nights!!!! :):):)
cant wait for friday to end!!! aargh. weekends! HERE I COME!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 02:19
[[WEDNESDAY, 18FEB2009]]
BAC FOR MY 2ND POST
TODAY TODAY TODAY!
unexpectedly met up with gf:)
this zhao ah lian!
haha. ok laaa i think she's gonna kill me nowww.
we went to PS to eat, and we realised we
had alot in common.
chic teriyaki burger, iced peach tea and chilli huh, gf? :)
and we talked and talked and i gotta know alot
about her past. but im sure theres more.
and saw her ic picture! like a fucking cant-make-it butch! haha!
and then shopped awhile. and tmr meeting her again!
gonna see her "true colours"! woohoo so exciting!
loveyou laa gf:) i know youre very glad that you know me rightt.
mus thank wilson! wahaha.
GF WHEN 60 YEARS OLD.
aiyyaaa tell you sth. smoke or not, still looks the same lehh.
so? jus smoke only! haha.
 
 
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 13:03
[[WEDNESDAY, 18FEB2009]]
A LONG ENTRY. BEAR WITH IT.FRIDAY & SATURDAY, 13FEB2009 - 14FEB2009
BIRTHDAY "PARTY" PART 1
friends from everywhere came. here and there.
poly, jintaians, sunshine peeps, haagen-dazs mates.
was damn happy cus i had the chance to meet up with fcukers before entering dbl o, (cus some didn wanna go in) and also met up with dearest buddy eleanor tan wan miao! had a good laugh. and fcukers bought me DORAEMON CAKE! know whyy? reason being: doraemon's like me, CUTE, round round one, CUTE, biggg round eyes, CUTE. ya basically CUTE lahhh. ehh tan lan jiao and family, nabehh you. heh:) but thanx loads. i appreciate it:)
my best pal is now called TAN LAN JIAO.
ok laaa. TAN LONG JIE. kaoz. BEST HOST IN TOWN: ERIC JOKER!
MY MASTER & MAYI!
WITH MY SHUAI BUDDY!
ALINA!
after awhile, eve and weiwen came.
and not long after, headed to dbl o. and dearest called me. persistently!! i thought what happened! apparently she was outside dbl o with song! she surprised me! heh:) we met awhile and she passed me this JERRY CAKE. jus now im DORAEMON now im JERRY. thanx dearest. iloveyou!
thanx to khan, nan, eve, weiwen, mel, alina, lokping, his friend justin, and his girlfrens:) and also to kun, hwei, ts my son who finally came down too! and aaron, kelvin, nana, song. and fcukers for the surprise! too bad some fcukers couldn make it down. alright bac to dbl o!
XIALAN-KIA :)
PRIMARY SCHOOL FRENS, NAN & KHANZ :)
 
BROTHER BEAR LP AND HIS FREN JUSTIN! MELLY AND WEIWEN!
 
SIAOZHABOR EVE ON THE RIGHT! =P 
and yess i gotta try SEX ON THE BEACH 2 shots!
thanx melly! special bday present i ever received in centuries! :)
SATURDAY & SUNDAY, 14FEB2009 - 15FEB2009
HOW ALL THE SINGLES SPENT VDAY!
& BIRTHDAY "PARTY" PART 2
bro or better known as boss now, wanted to make it up cus
he couldn come on the 13th, soooo we went dbl o again!
reason being: Play not fun alr, according to the guys (nabehh, Play damn fun ok!)
and also dbl o is cheap laaa.
and initially i thought only bro, me and zm going and prolly zm's friend,
but it turned out there were so many more singles to hav fun with!
WOOHOO! new friends! they are fun people!
bro brought dawn, his childhood friend who's now my gf :)
zm brought his church friend who's now my dancing gf :)
and they asked along their army friends jack and choo.
and yea small world choo knows joab, tiffany, song!
and yeaaa saw joab at dbl o, and lokping and justin AGAIN!
and hana was there too. primaryschool asshole.
haaa. kidding.
yea honestly was quite reluctant to goooo.
i was telling bro that i was scared scared scared.
i don know ehh. mebbe cus im only close to him
not the rest? but fortunately it turned out damn fun! :)
BRO AND CHOO THE EXTRA!
ZM AND HANA THE EXTRA!
MY NEW GIRLFRIENDS!
AND THE 104TH PERSON WHO THOUGHT I WAS CHINESE!
MR JACK YAP KOK BUA! THE THAI BOXER! HAHA
AND JUSTIN!
AND NOW IF YOU ASK BRO WHATS HIS NAME, THIS IS WHAT HE'LL DO
 definitely a fun night, cus adding on to that,
around 0500 when we went to macs for supper, we bumped into
hwei, kun and company! but cherry QQ was vomiting damn badddd.
and also bumped into jasmin! woohoo! haa :)
anyways, after macs, went to nua awhile by the river,
and jack showed his shuffle moves, and then went home. slept at 7plus am. sibehh tiredddd. =/
and i had to work 5 hours later!!
SUNDAY, 15FEB2009
THE REAL BOAR-ING DAY
YEAAA. i spent my big day at PBC BOWLERS CLUB working my ass off.
acty no. slacking my ass off. cus not many customers.
was damn sleepy! ok laa birthday is acty jus another day :)
 i didn hav anyth to eat since the night before.
didn feel like eating anyth.
but my rocky fam came and surprised me at my workplace
and i had 4 sushis to fill my stomach. :)
    THANX MY ROCKY FAM:)
ILOVEYOU ALLLLL DEEEEEP DEEEEEP!MONDAY, 16FEB2009
BAC TO SCHOOL
EMO FAM =)) yeaaaa like ive always said, peggy expressed her love for me
by baking me an apple cheesecake! damn nice! ehh peg, YUMMYLICIOUS!
lol. im sure youre laughing right nowww to that bloody yummylicious word!
   and after that, went to Aston's at The Cathay for dinner with
exgf, alina and yanyan! thanx guys for the enjoyable night! i looked fucking horrible!
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im thankful for the many wonderful friends and family:)
im thankful for the many new friends ive made:)
im thankful for the great company:)
and kat, hope youre better now girl:)
and honeyy, i missyou. rem our date on tuesday!
and exgf, i'll date you nex week for sure!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 22:47
[[WEDNESDAY, 11FEB2009]]
it felt like a nightmare to me.
i waited for 198, got on it, stood near a railing,
and 5 minutes later, i felt something "squeezing" my chest.
it felt so bad that i had to lean against the railing.
and then my vision started blurring.
and i immediately pressed the bell and got down the bus.
and VOMITED!! twice. my head felt like spinning.
i could do nothing. jus closed my eyes and buried my head down.
i felt like crying. it was painful. very painful.
i couldn go home. it was too unbearable.
i went up jurong point, went into the Ladies, found a cubicle,
sat on the toilet bowl, and jus buried my head down.
honestly, it felt comfortable like that. after 20 minutes,
i stood up. a while later, my vision was blurred again, and i felt giddy.
bad bad. i buried my head down again. i was lost. really lost.
i jus couldn stand up. it was damn bad.
from 1840 to 2000hrs! i was in that cubicle.
it was interesting though, cus i could hear the different sounds
of the "chrysanthemum tea" that some women hav. goshh.
one so "rainy", like tsunami kind.
some were "playing" with their "chry tea".
cus i could hear they let go, then stopped, then let go again.
amidst my terrible condition, i was actually laughing to myself.
these women seemed to entertain me. =/
bac to the story, i told myself i should end this nightmare.
so i quickly ran out of the toilet, to the bus stop, rest awhile,
waited for an empty 198, and got on one, at around 2030.
it was disastrous. one man in the bus was saying my lips were white
and my face looked pale. hell yea. all because of blood donation. =/
but that doesn stop me from donating more in future. :)
i still will :) but i gotta check about my low blood pressure.
i thought those times were over? hmmm.
thanx to best pal, yong,
for your encouragement, your advice, your concern.
without you, i really would not know what to do down there.
i jus thought of fainting. thanx yong! :)
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youre one damn bastard.
but i stil cant resist being so nice to you.
fuck mann.
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 03:14
[[WEDNESDAY, 11FEB2009]]
MY EMO SELF IS BAC, SECRETLY ...
it seems like time and again,
you hav been so mean to me.
youre heartless. really heartless.
it has been like that since the
very firs time i know you,
and till now, the fact remains the same.
but i cant take it.
i cant take it that despite all of those,
im still being so nice to you?
why the fuck? i really don know.
when you hurt me, i'll smile,
and pretend im not affected.
and pretend im okay with it.
youre heartless, usually virtually.
but now youre still heartless in reality.
i can endure.
i am able to.
im taking it easy right now.
how long can it last?
God knows.
can you be a little nicer to me?
you don treat me as our names call it
deep within, deep deep deep within me, im hurt. im sad.
nevertheless, i'll wait.
i'll wait for your sms.
though i know 90%, it will be in vain.
you wont do it.
still, i believe in miracles.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 20:08
[[SUNDAY, 08FEB2009]]
yo. bac for my 2nd post today.
as requested by many, heres the info.
it's really not a celebration.
the main person is not me, but YOU!
all my dear friends out there,
I WANNA SEE YOUUUU!!
i don need your "presents" but your "presence"!!!
i'll be a very happy 20 year old then :)
SO SEE YOU THERE!
ohh and the entry fees: 25/guys, 20/girls,
if im not wrong. im sorry im not rich to sponsor you guys. =/
if possible, do come as early as 930 to queue! HEH:)
for those still blurr of the directions, contact me:)
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I REALLY MISS HER :(
CAN I END ALL THESE DECEIT?
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:27
[[SUNDAY, 08FEB2009]]
WEDNESDAY, 04FEB2009 BUTTERFAC, SPREAD SOME BUTTER!
OH YEAAA. call me "suaku" but this is really the firs time
im trying out Phlook! not too bad. you guys can upload pics there.
many many more functions. and the size is like damnnn BIGGGG!
haaa. ive added notes in the pics below. jus selected pics
we took at butterfac. lazy to upload all the pics, but they're in fb! :)
a great night, minus the crazy angmohs!
anyways, you can add notes on the pics too! like damn fun laaa! :)))
IM LAZYYYYYYY TO BLOGGGGGGG!!!
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