Monday, September 29, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 06:02
I HATED IT SOOOO MUCH WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
WHEN IM IN THE TOILET.
WTF? WHAT ELSE COULD I BE DOING?
TOILET LEHHHH! NOT PEE, THEN SHIT, OR BATHE, BRUSH TEETH,
WASH FACE. NORMAL LAHHH! I KNOW YOU WANNA COME INSIDE TOILET,
JUS WAIT AWHILE LAHH CANNOT MEHH.
NEVER ASK WHAT IM DOING WILL DIE MEHH.
NOT AS IF I'LL STAY INSIDE FOREVER RIGHTTT. KNS.
PLEASE AHH PEOPLE. NEX TIME IM IN THE TOILET/BATHROOM,
DO NOT EVER ASK ME "WHAT YOU DOING?"
KNN.
today sahur damn funny! ok "sahur" is a malay word, which means,
the time we eat early in the morn so that we are able to fast for the rest of the day.
anyways, damn funny.
we were told by the dj that the azan (the prayers on the radio which indicate the time we stop eating and start fasting) would be at 0535
me: ohmyy 4 more minutes! (and i hav about 1/4 of chic pau to finish, and i haven drink water! and you know how slow i eat rightt. chewing lahh swallowing lahh, all very the slow)
father: ehh faster faster time's gonna be up soon! (told me and my sisters)
so i tried to hurry, poured a glass of hot tea drink abit, eat abit, drink, eat.
then finally i put the whole bloody pau in my mouth, faster chew chew chew, then swallow. suddenly i heard the azan, and the pau stuck in my throat! AHHH! JUS SWALLOW ONLY AND CLEAR ALL THE SMALL BITS AND PIECES OF PAU THAT REMAINED IN MY THROAT!
my 3rd sis lagi worse. she only had time to pour some hot tea into the glass, then when she was about to drink, BYEBYE. cannot drink luhhh. time's up!
my mother lagi best! she had a pill in her mouth, was jus about to swallow it, but she spat it all out after she heard the azan, and she coughed coughed coughed!
KECOHHHH! (means chaotic in malay)
really supa kecohh we laughed so loudly, early in the morning at 6 O'CLOCK.
haha. no luhh at 0535 luhh. haha. :))))
alright. shall go watch my jap drama now! damn nice luhh!!
heres the link: http://www.mysoju.com/gakko-ja-oshierarenai/episode-2/part-1/
1 MORE DAY AND BYEBYE TO WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 28, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59
wahh sehh! alil happy today!! cus
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i finally cut my bloody hair!
initially i regretted cutting them, cus
didn think it was nice.
BUT
i found this revlon straightener and jus tried straightening my hair.
woots! nicer! better! haha. know why im so happy nottt.
cus i cut my hair MY OWN SELF!
I FUCKING CUT MY OWN HAIR MYSELF!!
and i left the bac long. jus a lil hair. like a tail =X
okayy ahh don really look like a tail but aiya i jus don wanna cut
all my hair short. i miss my long hair too ehh. bleahx.
whatever it is, IM SO BLOODY PROUD OF MYSELF CANNN!
and im even happier now cus i now can save more money,
since i don hafta go salon to cut and there's no need for rebonding.
i jus hafta spend on colouring. =))))
i did took a few pics of my short hair but aiya lazy to upload them.
mebbe after i colour it then i shall post some pics of it.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 22:08
decided to clear stuffs in my lappy.
and again found some pics of my two bloodily cute nephews when they were younger!
AARON RAPPER!  AARON WHEN HE WAS ABOUT 1 YEAR OLD? EHHH SUPA CINAAAA! 
SUPA DUPA CHUBBY RYAN!! DURING CNY. 
RYAN TOOOOT! HEH. DON KNOW WHOSE SPECS.  and again, my itchy hands brought me to try on the blue hair dye again. decided to apply it on my fucking toot fringe! aiyaaa! the blue like grey lehh. should hav applied more. me: ehh kak (means elder sis). look at my fringe! see the colour? heh. 1st sis: whyy? like old woman like that. me: ooi! what old woman? 1st sis: ya lahh. who ask you dye this colour?! me: !%#%@? 
wahh sehh. time really flies. okayy this phrase is fucking common but ya.
today is the 27th! woohoo! 3 more days and i'll be considered free.
or at least, i don hafta lose my patience and scold young kids anymore.
but now am still thinking, cus i was offered 1.8K to work in that centre.
prolly straight after school's over in feb. anisa was damn funny.
said to ask for 2K! then if the supavisor doesn wanna giv in too bad lorr.
don wanna work for you! haaaaa. how ahh. asking for too much? heh.
and somemore if i continue working,
i'll be the eng teacher for PG. PG lehh! challenging lehh!
you know what's the fucking number of children in PG nottt.
now 27 lehh! by nex year sure 30 one! wahhpiangx. guarantee in that rate,
i'll grow white hair ahh. knn. hmm. but, if i
were to teach N2 children or older, then i'll most prolly agree to work :)
but i loveeee my PG kids :)))) aiyaaa fuck! later in feb then think wahahaha!
& i declare,
IFUCKINGLOVECHAMILLIONAIRE!!!
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silently missing you, bitch!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 22:01
don know why, but nowadays, jus the thought of october coming is making me excited. especially during the week before school starts, meaning before 13 october! HMMM. i guess ... i mus hav been anticipating for certain things to happen ... 1. HARI RAYA! not that im all excited about it. in fact, i don feel anything. jus yea, it's an occasion, it's a festival. yea. so there. but, i'd love to meet kak radya's ehemm. =))) 2. THAT HAIRYYY THANGheh. nowadays, when i listen to my music during bus rides and close my eyes, i would dream of myself having short, "ashed" hair with purple streaks somewhere. heh. goodness! im like soooo bloody tempted to cut my hair now, by MYSELF! grrrr. cus i don want ordinary hair, i want messy messy hair. long short long short kind. ahhhhh!! end of this month :)) 3. CLUBB!!! BEFORE BRO GOES IN? & CLUBB WITH POLYMATES!! peg!! i so wanna clubb with you! really. i want an all girls night can? and bro! let's toast to your new "life" in ns! c'mon i don think army life is that bad. =) fcukers! clubb anyone? grrrr. 4. SHOPPING WITH AL, HONEY, YAN, BEL :) it'd be awesome! i so wanna buy so many things! especially that skull leggings uhhhhh woots! 5. CUSTOMIZED CAPS! =DDD cant wait to get a cap of my own! shall customize it. :DDDD EXCITEDDDDD! 6. NEHNEH'S BIRTHDAY!! neh. mebbe you would celebrate it with your closer ones, but, remember that i still do remember your special day kay?! can always call me out to spice up your BIGGGG DAY! ;P 7. MASTER'S BIRTHDAY!! heh. better let it remain a secret. what me, zh and jiali thought of. acty it was mainly zh's idea. hmmm. or mebbe we can celebrate it in collaboration with bro's "last" day with us? hmmmmm. 8. HAAGEN-DAZS GATHERING yea. before bro bear go in for ns, we shall meet alright peeps? sharon, qiu, jeff, riduan, ende, bro bear (duhh), peishi, rennie, meijia, liping, ruiying wahhhh ALOT LAAA! chris, yani ALL LAHHHH! mudder! LAST BUT DEFINITELY NOT THE LEAST, (& it ends at number 9 ohh how fated =ppppp) 9. PREPARATION FOR NAPFA!! cuckoo. i haven train a shit lehh. napfa on the 22nd of nex month! how how how?! i so wanna run run run and im still gonna fast from 13oct onwards! reason being. simple. lose weight and paybac time! huehuehue!! okayy im sucha cuuuuuuccckoooo. =S so yepp. the list of things im still anticipating. looking forward to all! ALL! oh did i miss out anything? hope not. people will kill me for sure. anyways, i was experimenting with some blue dye. look at what the fuck i did to my hair! cuckoo~ EHH YA. THE BLUE THING NOT HAIRBAND ARRR.  CUCKOO-ISH 
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righttt. i only wanted a short post but ended up quite longgg.
nabehh. okayy nevermind. these few days life seems to appear quite simple
for muaaaaa. hmmm. simple yet prolly a lil complicated inside muaaaa.
but im fine. i don giv a shit already, i think? heh.
at the same time, it's really hard to control. real hard.
not to do certain things like this and that when in fact,
those things were a part of muaaa. like a habit yaknow?
but right now, as much as im tempted to do it,
I DIDN! I FUCKING DIDN! BOY! AM I SO BLOODY PROUD OF MUASELF!
but yea things are unpredictable i know. God knows how im gonna feel
in two weeks' time. God knows how's my life gonna be like by that time.
God knows what might happen during that moment in time.
all in the hands of God :)
for now, i shall do what i deem is right, AS ALWAYS :))))
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 02:12
WHAT THE FUCKKKK LAHHHHH!
i was jus about to open the door of my refrigerator when suddenly,
the FREEZER vibrated, accompanied with the sound like
GROOO. GROOO. GROOO!
cb. nb. shocked to death!
my bro-in-law jus came bac from fishing.
he said, the bloody big fat fish he jus brought home
hasnt died yet, hence the vibration!
KNN. SCARE THE FUCKING WITS' OUTTA ME!
CUCKOO.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:07
ytd met up with xialan-kia and unexpectedly,
we talked LOADSSSSS. like LOADSSSS at his block there,
at the playground there. HAHA.
considering that he should be the last
on fcukers list that i can talk to,
but in reality, we could communicate.
talked about his thing, my thing, biking, etc etc.
ok lahhh. kun isnt so bad after all.
hmmm found these pics in my received files.
was on the night when we couldn enter phuture
tgt with eve! KNN. so only "caught up" for a short while.
the nex time i wanna go phuture, i make sure by 9
i reach there liao ahh!! nabehh!
haha. eve and her "awesome" specs!
a friend i love forever and ever. =)))))
girl, i wanna siao siao with you lehh.
siaozhaborrr! 7 years of friendship and counting alrightttt. :)
WOW. MY FRINGE SIBEHH KNN LIKE BOY!! AHH. MASCULINE ALERT.
BUT MY GOLDEN HAIR COLOUR LOOK SO THICK. 0.O
ehh i jus realised it has been 4 days i didn get to see my lovelies.
and when i saw them jus today, woahhhhh. supa happy!
sighhh. lovely lovely children!
mistake today, ate toooo much! at ABC market! but was yummy yum yum!
THANX BEL! :) GREAT COMPANY!
ohhya. and i jus realised that my fav black ring wasnt with me already :(((
sadded. that night while i was high i jus tap my hand on the bloody table,
and my bloody ring broke into two! woohoo! what a sight!
laughed like mad that night. now sad like mad. :(
and i burnt myself too, using my bloody cig. wtf?!
but if i do hav the chance, i still wanna get high.
cus, i really wanna forget everything, i wanna jus "let off steam"
i jus wanna let loose. i jus wanna heck. :d
Sunday, September 21, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 18:44
1) FCUKERS OUTING - CLUBBING AT PLAY!
19SEPT2008
was disappointed when we couldn get into Phuture of course,
but going to Play made me smile again :)
had a great time especially with the girls
jiali and zh. :))
was shocked too when i now reflect bac,
that we did look like lesbians that night,
we kissed, we hugged, we ground (past tense of grind?)
wtf?! HAHA!
after that night, i declare that i love:
CHIVAS WITH GREEN TEA!! YUMMMY YUM YUM!!
and i guess the nex day i couldn get to sleep
was all due to the vodka with red bull that i drank.
RED BULL lehh! knn.
MAXWELL MARKET! EAT EAT EAT!  ME, ZH, JIALI  ME, HWEI, KUN, JIAN'S MIDDLE FINGER?  THE ONLY TIME I COULD ZHILIAN WHEN PEOPLE WERE STARING AT ME WHILE I WAS HOLDING MY CAM, WAS WHEN I GOT DRUNK. MEBBE?         
 
they said i was drunk too easily, i admit.
i couldn hold any liquor. but they didn see how much i drank.
i didn drank that little. i took lots of sips of every jug
and they happened not to see. i took a shot of tequ given by jiali,
my own shot and one more given by bro.
okok bigggg deal. whatever.
im a poor drinker i know im sorry.
thanx to all for tolerating me.
thanx to my son and cherry qq and lesbianpartner for everyt.
sorry for troubling all of you really.
i shouldn hav been mad. now i know what it means to really get high,
and you jus may not know what you are doing.
you did this and that, but when you woke up,
you would be like WTF?! i did that?!
a temporary moment of "highness"
ok. once in awhile it should be fine.
anyways sorry to you.
i hated myself for i couldn be sober that morn.
yuck! had to stay over at son's house.
i was like so weak. and i didn eat anyth for two whole days!
and what went in my poor stomach?
ALCOHOL! KNN! SHUCKS!
2) FCUKERS OUTING - SENTOSA
20SEPT2008
FUN AT SENTOSA!!
i like the "NA KE POLE! NA KE POLE!"
WAHAHAHA. MASTER supa funny!
but i was on/off that day.
at times i suddenly felt dizzy again.
at times i felt my stomach was in pain.
at times, prolly my emotions were targetting at me.
i don know. i jus didn wanna do anyth.
that prolly explains why i stopped playing ice freeze.
HE SAID I GREW SHORTER BUT SLIMMER. GRATS YOU LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT ERIC!  MAYI ALSO KNOW HOW TO ZHILIAN?  MY MASTER. ACT COOL. EEEE. HEH  CHIOBUU AND THE SMALL KIDS! =))  DIDN GET THE COCONUT DOWN. INSTEAD HAD GOTTEN 2 VBALLS PLUS ERIC'S SLIPPER STUCK UP THERE!     yeaaa it seemed as if the night was short. or i could say, both days seemed short. now it has ended. the days i always had been waiting for, the days i looked forward to, had now become a PAST. wow. i still could feel this wasnt really a proper fcukers outing. i want more! i want everyone! i want A COMPLETE FCUKERS OUTING. :))) but i guess i pretty much know the answer, and you guys should know too, that it's bloody impossible.
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mus every entry of mine hav this section?
grrrr. don know ehh. i feel like i wanna tell you sth,
but at the same time, i hav no idea what i wanna say.
for the rest of you,
i don need your sympathy,
don treat me like as if im a substitute.
im not void of feelings.
and im not so low.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59
childcare was good. i got used to the damn routine already. :)
and im beginning to feel passionate for the children already! especially for a handful like weijie, zherong, keith, ISAAC, jieying, jiaying, emily, jared! actually the list can go on, though i cant stand some of them. always testing my patience. grrr. =//
WEIJIE. THE FIRS TIME I HEARD HIS NAME, I WAS LIKE "SHIT!" NOW I REM SOMEONE. YUCK. LUCKILY THIS SMALL WEIJIE IS CUTEEEE! HE WAS SLEEPY AND WAS ABOUT TO DOZE OFF IN CLASS! =P
haa. he's new. jus joined the class about 2 weeks ago.
youngest at 1year plus old only! and he's attached to me!
he smells like soooo good. wahaha. :0
cus he's afraid of water and only bathe like once a day. and i love his smile, and that drooling thang. =X his diet rawks. no rice at all, only consists of bananas, oats biscuits, corn bread, wholemeal bread. no need drink NIUNAI. only drink PLAIN WATER. and once his shit looked like SUNFLOWER SEEDS OR KUACHI! WAHAHAHAHA! MY FAVE :))
WELCOME BAC! 16SEPT 2008: CHANGI AIRPORT
XOMG! this day best. especially when me and bai roamed
around at changi airport searching for popeyes!
we didn eat for the whole day and were fucking starved.
and we only got to eat at around 2100plus :(
but funny things happened :)))
lazy elaborate but seriously,
SHIOKK LAAAA!
SISTERS RAWKKKKK! :)))))
finally my 1st and 2nd sis got bac from japan!
fuck they met DIR EN GREY laaaa! nabehh!
aaron, ryan were very excited to see their mum.
syam too :) he couldn wait! :D
AWWWW. RAN TO MAMA! 
THEY PUSHED AND PUSHED.  THE MAD BRAZILLIAN GIRL WHO BECAME POPULAR IN JAPAN! 
wahhhh. they bought us lots of gifts! lots lots! lots laaa! rich asses never say got so much money. give me laaa why buy so much rubbish. haa. nehh. really like those gifts.
i got a PURPLE ring PURPLE earrings PURPLE bangle PURPLE bracelet with MYRA engraved on it! =D silver earrings two tops (me and bai tgt)
and mamat got cool sneakers!
and ronaldo shirt! and ronaldo silver necklace! cool shit that one.
still got what. forgotten laa. my parents, relatives, cousins received something too.
kaozzzz. rich siakkk buy for everyone. =/
IN THE HOUSE! CHAOTIC SIAL!  THE BIG FAT CHEWING GUM :)  THE HUGEEEEEEEE CIG WITH 20 PACKS INSIDE LUHHHH :)) 
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results were cool! =))
but somehow regretted doing last min work.
or i would hav done better =((
nevermind.
results arent everything.
i still believe :)
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i survived. i won the game for 4 days and counting :)
mass msg not counted!
i never blame you for anything, anything at all.
nothing's wrong with you,
it only lies with me.
i don want this kinda ending.
fuck. in deep shit. grats to me then.
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