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Sunday, November 07, 2010

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 20:37

ok im still looking for my thumbdrive!!
where the fuck is it????
without it, i cant do my work.
most importantly i cant finish my portfolios!
and bac to work tmr, BAC TO REALITY!
this is it guys. oh fml big time!
after days of not working, feel alil strange (or lazy?) to start my engine once again. :/

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i came across a good (or not) opportunity, to work as a model.
i don kno if i should really take a bold step forward and try.
it's definitely cause of the money, and the fact that i do enjoy taking pics of myself, and posing. jus wondering how to pose sexy.. hmm.

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i told myself, i shouldn be depressed much longer.
what for? guys? come on. get a life. it's jus GUYS!
jus because we broke up doesn mean the end of the world. duh.
anyways, currently, 3 guys are tryna woo me.
i feel touched. i mean, im not pretty at all. IKR. don hafta remind me.
but im touched.

guy A has been waiting for me for about 4 months now, and now that me and him were through, i don wanna give A any false hopes, cos i really don hav that kinda feeling towards him. but i don kno how to put it across to him. he once told me, he had lost his chance. and this time, he wouldn wanna lose that chance again. oh God how?

guy B and guy C share the same name. and they live in the same area and, AND they hold the same job title! omg.
both confessed that they really like me, and has already asked me out.

all i can say is, the one whos most sincere and can show me his efforts, deserve to win. he who touches my heart with his sincerity and utmost effort, yes he is the one.
for now, single is still my choice. :)

and heres ending with what my beloved father has said on my Facebook:

"All my children are my life...who ever hurt one of them is hurting me and i will deal with them unconditionally..."

i wonder why he suddenly posted that to me, but i guess, being my father, he knos what ive been through. he knos. and for that, ILOVEYOU ABAH!!