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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 22:43

i feel kinda moody now.
sad? probably. this feeling of sadness is different though.
not like the normal sad sad feeling that you'd get when you feel down and heartbroken.
more of, guilty? the feeling that there's something hard for you to swallow,
but at the same time, your stomach feels poisoned, and that you feel like throwing up? :(:(:(

the thing is, i jus gotten myself a very beautiful parrotfish.
bought it for my lesson on fishes tmr.
the children would love to see a real fish ehh?
planned to keep it for myself once im done with the lesson.
but, sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i think right now Liara mus be struggling real hard.
and i don kno what else to do.
all was fine with Liara, till .... i changed Liara to a small tank
complete with new water and an oxygen stone.
about half an hour later... Liara was floating in the water,
and turning round and round and round.

even when my uncle came down with his big fish tank,
complete with the air pump and all the whatever equipment
for the tank, and moved Liara there, Liara remained still, not moving at all. :(:(:(

my aunt, mom and almost everyone else was like telling me,
"aiya don keep on looking at it. jus leave it alone. soon it will be fine."
fine? my ass ah! so long! still the same. Liara's breathing hard now,
and im fucking helpless.

banana was also telling me, "it's jus a fish! die die lahh why are you so panicky?!"

and this leads me to really think.
it's a FUCKLING LIFE FOR GOD'S SAKE!
i kno it's jus a bloody fish, but it's still a fucking living thing,
and it has the right to live, jus like you do!
why cant some people really think?
don they hav a heart?

and, i remember now,
what i was saying to myself,
as i saw Liara being transferred out from her original tank to
a plastic bag so i could bring her home.
"little did she kno, that when she follow this new master home, it was her last day to live..."
but my heart was probably only speaking its mind!
i don wish for it to happen ya'kno!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK MANNN!!! I KNO IT SOUNDS FUCKING DRAMATIC.
BUT I REALLY DID THINK THAT WAY AND I REGRET BUYING LIARA!

if Liara were to die tonight, it's all my fault!! :(:(:(

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