IM ONLY LIKE THIS WHEN IM HIGH, YUCK
the same feeling that we had while in Rebel the firs time we went in wasnt there anymore. it was really a different feeling now. i couldn make out if it was good or bad, but personally i felt great. uploaded a few pics firs. the rest in fb. a fulfilling night. but, (i don kno why im saying what im gonna say), it would probably be more fulfilling if i had said yes and dance with you. at least, for one, you made me feel "adequate". unlike him.
hope we had another chance. *shrugs*
but funny things happened. met him, and he asked for a very funny request. then had two occasions where two different guys offered to help take pics for us.
*how kind huh*
and while me and melly were at the bungee area, a guy asked me to sell a cig, and i didn hear the word sell so i gave him for free. walao. wasted a chance to earn money. haha! whatever. then four different people came over and borrowed my lighter while we were in the smoking room. WOW. no lighter nex time don smoke ah. four people ehh. ridiculous la. and why my lighter? so many people around who smoked what. haha. whatever. Rebel is my love at firs sight, and will always be. expect to see me there often :)
might go powerhouse with aaron and company today. hopefully able to finish up my stuff. HOPEfully.
wonder why many asked me to dance with them that night. my bling bling dress mus hav attracted them? sometimes, strangers make you feel so appreciated,
- a new sense of confidence.
unlike the one whom you hav been watching behind all the time, who always makes you feel like an idiot. a worthless being.
i kno im nothing to your eyes, but i jus cant get over you._________________________________________________________________
