jus when i thought she was okay, bac to normal self, bac to her cheery self,
bac to be with us, to laugh with us, to joke with us,
to bond with us, to shop with us, now, today, she's going again... =(
is her life gonna be like this forever? when will she ever be recovered?
only God knows. and He has every reason to give us this test, this challenge.


i really don wanna think about it.







yesterday went butter with gf and two girls, Z and S, (to be kept confidential for some reasons) and gf's friend. photos to be up later. 13 may, went butter with emo fam. i think clubbing is the only way i can really forget whats happening to me, to my family. i shall Butter or Rebel or Play whenever i really feel like i need them: the space, the company, the music. all stress away from me for the night, at least.


Wednesday, 13May2009
Grad Celebration, Butter

met up with other coursemates to party tgt.

my best player-cum-fighter, kat with her ever ostentatious boobs

though ive like about 5 different things to talk about,

5 sets of photo albums to load here,

i guess the feeling to blog about them is gone.

however, in summary,

had a fun time with zh decorating eric's birthday cake,

enjoyed lunch at Thai Ex with fcukers, though not all could turn up,

really damn happy that my Rocky Fam could acty come down to support me during convocation,

very happy that gf finally came home to meet her Rocky Fam,

had a blast slacking for two consecutive nights with sisters and brother at coffee bean,

also damn stressed with work, but i guess better to scrape that off here.

am glad about something. really. remain it this way:)

nex week, prolly gonna Rebel or Play.

looking forward to meet nat nex week.

gonna create and design centre's blog now.

and fuck those portfolios.