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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:38

im alr cold, alr shivering, trying my very best to finish typing out
the minutes so i could send to my principal before im off to msia.
and you had to msg. at firs, i thought, mebbe, yes, can, friends, whatever.
i told you about my phobia cus i trusted you, cus you sounded so sincere.
yet. you didn spare a fucking thought to how i feel.
when i received your sms, i got that chill running through my spine, down to my toes.
youre scaring me right now. indeed scary. no use being so capable,
with that kinda character youre having now. totally uncool.
fuck you big time! i alr hav a gf. get lost. im not gonna be trapped.
ive had experiences like this, and those were really enough.
you, can go suck cock!

GF. YOURE STILL THE BEST. THE ONE I CAN ALWAYS CONFIDE IN,
THE ONE I FEEL AT EASE WITH. I CAN BE MYSELF WITH YOU.
I LOVE YOU. THANX FOR TAKING CARE OF ME EVEN WHEN IT'S HARD FOR YOU TOO
RIGHT NOW. BUT, AS WE PROMISED, WE WONT LOSE EACH OTHER.

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i alr promised myself no more emo posts.
why am i still crying?
and of all the pain that has been inflicted upon me right now,
why does it hafta be you? you, who caused me to cry the hardest,
the loudest. you, whom i thought was history.
but, time and again, you give me the biggest heartbreak. =(
how long more to completely forget you?
how long more to let you go?
how long more to this pretence?