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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 03:14

[[WEDNESDAY, 11FEB2009]]
MY EMO SELF IS BAC, SECRETLY ...

it seems like time and again,
you hav been so mean to me.
youre heartless. really heartless.
it has been like that since the
very firs time i know you,
and till now, the fact remains the same.
but i cant take it.
i cant take it that despite all of those,
im still being so nice to you?
why the fuck? i really don know.
when you hurt me, i'll smile,
and pretend im not affected.
and pretend im okay with it.
youre heartless, usually virtually.
but now youre still heartless in reality.
i can endure.
i am able to.
im taking it easy right now.
how long can it last?
God knows.

can you be a little nicer to me?
you don treat me as our names call it
deep within, deep deep deep within me, im hurt. im sad.

nevertheless, i'll wait.
i'll wait for your sms.
though i know 90%, it will be in vain.
you wont do it.
still, i believe in miracles.