Wednesday, February 11, 2009
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 22:47
[[WEDNESDAY, 11FEB2009]]
it felt like a nightmare to me.
i waited for 198, got on it, stood near a railing,
and 5 minutes later, i felt something "squeezing" my chest.
it felt so bad that i had to lean against the railing.
and then my vision started blurring.
and i immediately pressed the bell and got down the bus.
and VOMITED!! twice. my head felt like spinning.
i could do nothing. jus closed my eyes and buried my head down.
i felt like crying. it was painful. very painful.
i couldn go home. it was too unbearable.
i went up jurong point, went into the Ladies, found a cubicle,
sat on the toilet bowl, and jus buried my head down.
honestly, it felt comfortable like that. after 20 minutes,
i stood up. a while later, my vision was blurred again, and i felt giddy.
bad bad. i buried my head down again. i was lost. really lost.
i jus couldn stand up. it was damn bad.
from 1840 to 2000hrs! i was in that cubicle.
it was interesting though, cus i could hear the different sounds
of the "chrysanthemum tea" that some women hav. goshh.
one so "rainy", like tsunami kind.
some were "playing" with their "chry tea".
cus i could hear they let go, then stopped, then let go again.
amidst my terrible condition, i was actually laughing to myself.
these women seemed to entertain me. =/
bac to the story, i told myself i should end this nightmare.
so i quickly ran out of the toilet, to the bus stop, rest awhile,
waited for an empty 198, and got on one, at around 2030.
it was disastrous. one man in the bus was saying my lips were white
and my face looked pale. hell yea. all because of blood donation. =/
but that doesn stop me from donating more in future. :)
i still will :) but i gotta check about my low blood pressure.
i thought those times were over? hmmm.
thanx to best pal, yong,
for your encouragement, your advice, your concern.
without you, i really would not know what to do down there.
i jus thought of fainting. thanx yong! :)
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youre one damn bastard.
but i stil cant resist being so nice to you.
fuck mann.
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