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Wednesday, February 04, 2009

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 12:30

[[WEDNESDAY, 04FEB2009]]

ive so many things running through my mind right now.
so much so that i cant really think properly.
career take-off is playing with my nerves nowadays.
all the questions surfacing.
can i cope? will i enjoy my work there?
can i really perform? can i be a good teacher?
aww mann this is really baddd.
and i still couldn find the document to go for my chest x-ray.
so shitty!

and yeaaa this is for BEL AND EILEEN,
[she] called me and asked me about my plans after grad,
i told her straight that ive got a job somewhere else
and [she] wanted me to share how much the other job actually pay me.
a supervisor asking me this kinda thing? doesn she know it's to be kept confidential?
[THUMBS DOWN #1!]
and i told her, if [she] really need help i can intro my frens to her,
and [she] said, "ohh that fren you intro me before, i don wan her"
WHY? WHATS THE REASON? i asked her.
"urrr. eerr. because, because she's very untidy. a teacher has to look smart,
but she looks blur blur." and [she] laughed.
WTF? WHAT EXCUSE IS THIS? OMGGG! [THUMBS DOWN #2!]
and the last time i told her i would intro her my frens,
[she] said, "if can i don wan malays. i wan indians or chinese"
RIGHT TO MY FACE! WTF?
i asked why?
[she] said, "because there are alot of chinese parents here so chinese teachers better"
and continued, "indians hav better English."
[THUMBS DOWN #3!]

WOW. THEN DON ASK ME WORK FOR YOU LAAAAA.

im glad ive made the right decision not to work with her again.
[she] is really not a good supervisor, im sorry.

so bel and eileen. yepp. there was a lot more that she told me,
which makes my impression of her drop like a thousand miles deeeeep.

alrighttt. butter tonight. hope we're really going butter and not change to somewhere else.

im worried about tonight.
very worried.
i hope everything goes well.
really.