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Monday, December 15, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:43

[[MONDAY, 15DEC08]]
A WHOLE NEW WORLD FOR HER STARTS TODAY :)

READ THIS TO HAV A PEEK AT MYRA'S CURRENT PLIGHT.

13DEC:

Strangers could have a positive impact on your life now -- especially the ones who have reached a goal you've been struggling to reach. That makes today a great time to reach out. Be more outgoing with people you don't know. Do not be afraid to walk up and talk to a total stranger. After all, they could turn out to be your next boss, best friend, or sweetheart! It's not intimidating to get to know someone, it's exciting. Imagine all the things they've done that you've never even thought of.

(thismusbeaboutalexlong)

14DEC:

Is traffic driving you nuts today? Had it up to here with your nagging boss? No matter what's annoying you today, you should just try to let the little things slide. Take another look at the situation -- is it really that bad? Can't you just slow down or take another route? Can't you just ignore your boss for the rest of the day? There are ways around most of your dilemmas today, and you need to have enough faith in your creativity to believe that you can find them.
(true.myproblemisntthatbad.begrateful)

before today, i thought below reflects best on my current situation:

IM GONNA SMILE LIKE NOTHING'S WRONG
TALK LIKE EVERYTHING'S PERFECT,
ACT LIKE IT'S ALL A DREAM
& PRETEND IT'S NOT HURTING ME

BUT, some angel came flying down to tell me this:

u gotta let go n move on...dun bury it deep ..it will rot if bury too long...

letting go is oso letting go e desire/love for him...letting him slowly change to frenship...(although sometimes it's either lovers or strangers) but still...if it means just letting him to have freedom blah blah..using tt logic ar..u'll hurt like hell dear..cos u still love him..u gotta learn how to move on from there..enjoy ur singlehood (just look at peg =p) and also... it's not abt replacing tt space for someone..but it's to learn that he's just not e one..u gotta move on n slowly move him out of tt special place in ur heart (:

yes of cos u cant....but u have to make an effort to..n let time do its wonders..but if u dun even have that will to start with...tn time cant work its magic my dear... n my dear... if he is meant to be urs in e future..u wld fall in love wif him all over again de...no nid to hold on to sth tt is based on nth for now dear... n however harsh..i wan to remind u dear.. u alr failed to remain a platonic r/s with him... so it will be hard to switch to just being brothers..my dear ar...u are someone of clear goals..do set clear boundaries (phy n emo) (like limit smsing/msn/meetup) with relation to him..cos when u care..ur heart comes in...(that's sth u will find real hard to ctrl) so make practical decisions in getting over him first.

memories cant be forgotten unless u got dementia de la...so i never even believe in e forgive n forget concept... hahha..u cant forget wad u went thru..it stay as good memories..but u move on...close tt chapter for good dear (: well to me personally is not restraining urself... it's called discipline.

admitting ur weakness is a sign of courage..a first step to true character(: so be brave mai...set ur heart/will in this. getting urself away from him will help u stablilize ur emotions. work on urself while being away from him.. u may find urself getting used to e life w/o him..slowly.. when u're ready..tn yes..face him as a fren..a whole new set of struggles may or may not root from there..but u have to start somewhere (:

slowly slowly..u will rationalise things out within urself de ((: ur mind n emotions will soon reconcile (:

so now. i'll sing this song:

A WHOLE NEW WORLDDDD!
BLA BLA BLA .... :)))

shall not say much. life goes on. that's all:)
thanx piggy. yes kat piggy. the one with ehemm ostentatious boobies =D