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Monday, November 24, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 04:16

its 419am already and stubborn me still refuses to sleep.
and ive to wake up like 730 later and reach school by 9!
bloody hell.

bloody iep squeezing all my brain juice,
tearing off my skin, ripping off my watery flesh,
sucking all my blood, taking away all my energy!
really. im fucking tired. very very very (x infinity) tired!

ive got nth to blog acty. i jus feel like typing.
im worried. im fucking worried. i know ive disappoint my father.
i don know what to do right now. it seems like i cant turn to anyone.
i hafta bear the consequences alone. i hate this feeling.
but it always comes to me once in awhile. why?
i don wanna share this with anyone.
i don feel like.
i jus wish this problem will be solved soon :(

aiya. heck.

friday went macs to eat late dinner with kat.
and heres my ugly mega mac. seriously, ive failed.
TOO BIGGGG!!

talking about food, my brother was exceptionally nice to me:)
he bought me fried chic wing, fries, and chips jus now.
i didn ask for it yaknow.
that's really rare of him :)
keekee. love him!
ok im better off to sleep now.

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i cant listen to pimp mode anymore,
but i would always force myself to.
listening to that song makes me think of you,
of the old memories.
of everything we've done tgt.
i couldn stand it,
that life is much different for us now.
it's like we're strangers :(
but i know, partly, im the one who
has chosen this path.
i shouldn complain.
i shouldn regret.
but i really hope to heal.
yet the wound's not healing.
i may not show it,
but my heart aches for you badly.
my heart aches when youre in pain.
but i feel so helpless cus i cant do anyth
to help you at all.
im so useless:(
pleaseeeee.
show me the light.
IMISSYOU.