Friday, September 12, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59
working in bel's childcare, made me realise something somehow important to me.
that, i work better with children 4 years and above.
that, i come more effective controlling children 4years and above.
but, i shant say that im no good handling playgroup/toddlers.
wahaha. know what? SCREAM ONLYYYYY!
that shall do the trick.
haa! nehhhh. you should know how much i hate to
SCREAM, SHOUT, YELL
at young children, especially when they're barely 3 years old!
like wtf? they are innocent creatures of this earth! aha! seriously!
but that's what i had been doing, so that they would really listen to me.
handling yooooounnng children is no easy game mann.
P-A-T-I-E-N-C-E!
nehh. it's hard. nearly lost my voice.
i hav alot to learn. should hav more songs in my head to captivate them.
not only that, im gonna get a hunchback.
been bending bending bending down so low whenever i helped them
to wash their hands, and to catch them when they run around. grrrr.
and changing diapers for them. shit here. wet there. pee anyhow. HAA! =P
milk on my hair, saliva drooling over my shoulders, mucus, tears. food drop everywhere!
wahh sehh! but i really love them all! sweeeeeet lovable BABIES! :)))))))
weekdays are really tiring.
MUNDANE//
sleep at 0000plus hr, wake up 0430 hr, then sleep at 0540, wake up at 0700.
woahh at 0700, "don feel like going work. i wan sleeeeeeep. zzzzzz"
then ask ibu, how how how.
then finally drag myself to get ready and stuff.
0740, out of house. ok. don feel that lazy anymore.
plug music in my ears, listen, travel, memories linger, miss him.
0830, reach centre. kayy. hi here hi there. go straight to babies!
WORK WORK WORK.
1740 out of centre. YAHOOOOO!! END WORK! HAPPY FOR AWHILE :))
got mood, jio people meet for dinner.
no mood, go bac home straight to break fast.
at home, hi aaron hi ryan!
wahhh watch tom&jerry with them.
at night, help feed them medicine.
cry here cry there,
carry here carry there.
syam HOMEWORK? why don wan do homework??!!
scold here scold there. shout shout!! AGAIN!!!
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. teach homework. TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
then surf net. online. thats prolly the only time im happy.
but sometimes looking at the damn flat screen makes me feel tired easily :(
got mood, sleep only at 0540.
no mood, go sleep at earliest 2200plus latest 0000plus.
AND THE CYCLE GOES ON & ON & ON!!
and i'll always be looking forward to friday night!!!!
like today!! wahh sehh.
but seriously, only when your life is sucky like mine for weekdays,
you'll tend to appreciate your weekends even more =))
so im really happy for that.
nehhmind. SUFFER NOW, ENJOY LATER!
october, freeeeeeeedom! okayy la not really, since school's starting.
but money come come already! ;p
tmr, mel's party!! aisehh mannn. tropical beach theme. zzzzz.
please don underdress. heh. or overdress! or wrong-ly-dress! HAA!
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I GUESS, ALL HOPES ARE LOST.
REGARDING YOUR ISSUE,
I REALLY CANT THINK OF ANYTHING.
I DON WANNA PURSUE.
YET, I DON LIKE US TO REMAIN LIKE THIS EITHER.
I WANNA JUS DO NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL.
LIKE IM SITTING ON A BOAT WITHOUT MOVING IT,
HOPING THAT THE WIND WILL BRING ME TO THE RIGHT DIRECTION,
SO THAT I'LL REACH THE RIGHT DESTINATION.
BUT WHAT IF I DECIDE TO ROW MY BOAT,
WOULD I BE ABLE TO REACH TO A BETTER PLACE? A BETTER DESTINATION?
NOW IM STUCK. TO DO OR NOT TO DO.
TO CARE OR NOT TO CARE.
PRETENDING NOT TO CARE MEBBE? NABEHH.
THE MORE I THINK, BLANK.
SO MANY THINGS, THAT HE HAS DONE, HURT ME.
LITTLE LITTLE THINGS, HURT ME.
HIS ACTIONS, HIS IGNORANCE, HIS DON-CARE-ATTITUDE, HURT ME.
STILL, CANT BRING MYSELF TO DETEST HIM.
PLEASE. STOP THIS TORTURE. IM TRULY HURT INSIDE.
PLEASE. SHINE ME THE LIGHT, LET ME KNOW, WHAT SHOULD I DO? :((((((
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