Sunday, September 14, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:58
SIMPLY SUNDAY
what do you expect from a sunday?
i don normally go out on sundays.
sundays are stay-home days for me. :0
i don really like to step out of the house on sundays really.
that was why i wasnt keen to follow my bro-in-law to fetch
aaron & ryan from their ah gong and ah ma's house jus now.
but i did anyway. and when i saw them, i laughed so hard!
they jus cut their hair! look so tooooooot, so cute!!!
RYAN SPEAKS MALAY VERY VERY WELL EHH.
neways, had a great talk with siaozhabor today.
didn expect to talk about deeper and near-sensitive issues.
i mean, been donkey years since we last talked about all these.
but we did today, and im the kind of person who could easily
let out my secret to someone jus by a few words of inducement.
well, mebbe not exactly a secret. she says it's kinda obvious.
if she follows her gut feelings, it's prolly obvious.
but anyways, talking to her made me realize some things i guess.
things which are hard to even describe them,
but all i know, they hav made me settle on a decision now.
or at least, im more clear now of what i should do.
somewhat clear, not totally though. still ... HAHA.
never mind, i wish to forget every little thing regarding that.
again, lemme focus more on other important things in my life.
seriously, i shouldn be wasting my time thinking about all these crap.
it's getting me nowhere. especially when
the more things he said, the more they made you feel that it's impossible.
so why bother think about all those?
i shouldn be wasting my time dreaaaaaaming.
WAKE UP WAKE UP!!
haha. so im not sure if there's still a DeeDay.
it's too early to say.
but yea. siaozhabor said, "at least you can call him your own"
yea girl. prolly. but, sometimes even being that (xiong di),
i don know if it's jus a facade. =((((
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i think, my energy for this clique is disintegrating.
guys, im really tired of this.
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