Monday, August 11, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 15:00
when thoughts are running wild
well. i jus feel that certain things should jus unfold. let it flow, all out. let my true feelings be known, and let those concerned WAKE UP! haha!
haa. well im tryna like surf and blog as much as i can cus i wont hav the chance to do so after the 13th later. and i'll only be online like at most 8 times in a month? yepp.
anyways, it seems like it has becoming from bad to worse. from what he has written it seems like he's having a bad time, really bad time. not to mention the school load that he's dealing with. and as usual i started to think that it's all my fault. it's my fault, my impulsiveness that leads to his badcomings all the time. now what? he doesn care two hoots about me anymore. mebbe, to him we're not friends anymore. what for right? since im not friends with her already. it's not that i wanted to. things jus happened that way. who would wanna destroy friendships you tell me? well i'll try not to think too much. but one thing for sure, i'd always get misunderstood by her. it sure seems irritating and disappointing, for i once thought she was the one who could understand me the best out of the other girls. well, it's time for a change now.
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i wanna do sooooooo fucking many things!
- i wan go clubbbbb.
with bros and company
with emo fam
with ech club GIRLS
- i wan go chalet!
- i wanna teach in primary school/childcare!
- i wanna find another part time!
- i wanna go bac to help joyce pack books luhhh
- i wanna puff, hufff and blow your house down!!
- i needa finish my puppets for the kids so i can go bac centre asap!
- i wanna go Suntec on 23 and 24 oF aug jus cus ... jus cus i wanna see him. duhh.
HONEY? wan go with me? wahahaha!!
- i wanna meet up with fellow jintai-ans lehh!
nat, zur, sah, sak, las (especially you), ming, noor, hana, khai, fiq, ayun, jo, isabel, jiapei, peifen, meiluan HOTZZZZ, and more laaa!
- i wanna go beach and play play play!
anne? beach date eh?
- i wanna chill with dearest nana again!
- i wanna dye my hair ash!
- i wanna highlight purple streaks!
MUDDERRRRR AHHHHH! RAWR!! I SO WANNA EVERYTHING!
but firs lets get bac on track.
MY ARMY LIFE, AUG-SEP 2008 =))
and peeps! ive got LJ! haaaaaa!! it's more scary there cus my posts will be all too direct and frank. till then. two more fucking days!
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