had a fruitful timeout with sis today. didn plan to go shopping at all. but still, ended up shopping! nabehh. went vivo then went bugis. what made us happy was the fact that we acty spent good money on good stuff!! bought like 5 tops in total which were supposed to be around 337bucs. BUT, the catch was, we only paid 100+++ bucs for them!! cool isnt it? mudder. haha. we thought it was worth it. hurray for that! :))

now time for no more hurrays. indeed, we never know what might happen to us. the nex moment, this happens, that happens. shit jus happens. and then we're unhappy. and then we ask why? why is this happening to us? now the problem is, why only bother about the bad things that happen to us? those lil happy things, good things, why didn we like, you know talk about it? why always focus on the negative things? im sure 90% of us could always remember the negative things about sth, so keep on COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN. why mus we do that? we always tend NOT to look at things positively.

ohwell, friendship-wise hasnt been good for me of late. but i believe everything happens for a reason. who knows, there might be good in the bad that happens. fcukers for one thing, has disappointed me without realizing it. or was i acty pinning too much hope on fcukers? thats whyy when my expectation wasnt met, i thought they'd disappoint me? don know. and don wanna think about it.

too many regrets. too many disappointments. too many heartbreaks. too much pain to bear. am i living a 19year old life? is this how a 19year old girl should be living her life? never mind.


from today onwards, it's gonna be

MYSELF,

MY MUSIC,

MY BRIGHT FUTURE.

only



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