Thursday, July 03, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:58
why i declare myself as supawoman today, is due to the fact that despite having not sleep ytd night, at all, i made it to childcare this morning, full of energy and enthusiasm, especially while playing with my little friends :)) and today wasnt the firs time. ive had done something like this for quite a number of times. one vivid one that i could remember, during my bday, i didn sleep at all too, reading my notes till i sat for the examination paper. and then there were a couple of times i taunt outside, reached home in the morning, and had to go strait for work. and now i really realise, i AM A SUPAWOMAN! not a walking zombie at all. =P assessment today by mentor was disappointing, i thought. and i hav only myself to blame. after the post conference i thought i didn do very well for it. dammit. hafta really score for the nex two assessments!
WAHH SEHH!
today had a great talk with kat, about some personal stuff you could never hav imagined we guai girls would talk about. =)) reached home around 1900plus, watched channel 8 for like the firs time in a million years, then dozed off alil till 2200 to catch ANTM! but i was really sleepy. really sleepy. well, told myself gotta perk up. do some work for the night, and bro-in-law was generous today, for he offered to bo us macdelivery! woohoo! my supper is here already! HAHA.
put on more! put on more! i couldn care less now.
i DON KNOW WHY. ok my fav three words: DON KNOW WHY. but seriously, i don know why, nowadays i jus couldn care less about anything anymore. in whatever aspect of my life, i feel like im in trouble. sad of course, down of course. but i don hav the ability to get up anymore. i feel so weak, fucking weak. hav i reached my limit yet? nahh. it's not easy for us humans to push ourselves to our limits. sometimes when we thought, okayy this is the limit, the truth is, you can still go higher, go for more. guess thats what im doing, and eventually resulting in being too drained out. say no more, gonna eat my supper now. grow fat people, and die. nobody cares anyway.
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