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Friday, June 27, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59

phew. goodness. attachment today was supa chaotic! haa. i truly experienced being a real teacher out there in this real world. helped out with my class' mini concert and mingled with the teachers there, as well as the parents! i learnt that conflicts still exist amongst teachers. though i wasnt surprised, i was taken aback alil. now ive doubts about being a childcare teacher. i think i should really pursue Speech & Drama instead. storytelling and stuff, they are jus my cup of tea. :)

here are the two snaps of what i took.

MY DEAREST GIRLFRIENDS :) AWWW SO ADORABLE!

DAN :) IM THE SMARTEST KID ON EARTH!

whats there to my life now? whats so interesting? whats draining me out? hmmm. guess what. finally i could feel alil sense of freedom right now while im typing this shit. truly free. cus i know i don hafta wake up early tmr, i know i wont be doing anything tonight. i jus wanna rest and do what i like to do. till monday comes bac again, and my life will be hectic again. actually honestly, weekends makes no significant difference for me. part-time and stuff, preparing lessons for nex week - they are all squeezing even the tiniest bit of energy left within me. but im beginning to accept this bit of what life has to offer me. im jus disappointed in myself for not being able to spare alil time to help out with my rocky fam, to at least show my care for them. i didn, all this while, i didn.

i really need to dig out the innermost feelings in my heart. i wanna know for myself too, for whose name did i engrave deep within my heart. who? seriously who? i hafta realise this. i hafta realise the one, whom i cant live without. whom i'll always think of. whom, when is far away from me, when uncontactable, will make a great impact in my life. he, whose existence makes a big part of my life. well. i guess i hafta give myself time. it will naturally unfold itself, and theres no need for me to find out, to investigate, to examine my every action. i jus hafta open my eyes wide, for He will show me the right path to go, and at the end of the path, there he is, the one for me? yeaaa. that guy will be the one then.