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Sunday, June 15, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:32

okayy please know this: my name is pronounced as MYYYYY RAAAHHHH! yes M-Y-R-A. not MA-REEEE-YAHH. haha. yes i know the spelling might be alil hard for you guys to say the right pronunciation MAIRAH. thats whyy since young ive known as MYRA by almost everyone. so dear mentor, teachers and children of my wonderful childcare, my-rahhh alrightt?

haa. im happy for the fact that im better. and i don hav hfmd! ok its rather too soon to say but i guess i should be quite safe. =)) hmm actually when once illness struck you, you will only learn how to really take good care of yourselves and be alil precautious in consuming food and stuff. after ive fallen ill, and now that im better, i realised "ohh! this is how i feel when im healthy!" yea. now i know. i really shouldn take forgranted my own health and well-being. gonna start my EXPRESS ROUTINE from now on! =))))

oh. something's bothering me though. ive really had enough of those feelings. i really don like it. im feeling afraid, "nauseous", conscious, scared .... and now ive developed a phobia of "them". yes them. those guys who are interested in me. like wtf?! if you ask bro or fcukers or whoever who're close to me, they'll be like "ya. why are they attracted to you ahh? funny sia" well im pretty sure of that. really. honestly seriously i don understand whyy guys are attracted to me, especially when those guys are not my "kind". all the more i'll feel "scared" of them. for quite a long period of time, i feel really glad that those guys are not harassing me anymore, one who was always asking me for my number, and forcing me to call him sms him call him sms him. wtf?! and another one who actually waited for me to appear right under my void deck! scary wasnt it?! mygoodness! so after quite sometime, im free from all those. and jus today it had to happen again. one guy confronted me at my workplace. but okayy although he's a lil different from the rest, as in more decent and sincere in making friends with me, i still cant help but feel the phobia of making friends with any guys whom are not connected through my close friends. oh and for one thing, the meaning behind "making frineds" for them guys is "getting attached" whereas my meaning is "jus be purely friends". so there. PHOBIA! is there something wrong with me? i don know. i jus pray that he will NOT appear at my workplace again, other than today. pleaseeeee.

no one knows how much i miss you. haa.