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Friday, May 16, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 19:49

awww. sahirah came to my blog! wahaha. finally my prayers were answered! now shes contactable! WAHAHAHA. vesak day meet up! =))

anyways, ran ONLY 3 rounds with honeyy today. shitt mann. so shitty. ran for 3 rounds for about 17 minutes? wtf? wtf? lost tooooooo much stamina alr! cannot cannot! but, like what we said, we shall make it a habit to run every friday and improve our damn stamina! like shitttt. but, no doubt, enjoyed the time with honeyy today. talking about our childhood and haagen-dazs days. HAHA. okayy. working tmr, ALONE! without my sis! alil nervous and scarrrry! grrr. i don know why. i really musnt think too lowly of myself. i AM AN ADULT AL-REA-DYYY!! grrr. the problem is, i jus don see myself as a young adult in terms of interacting with other middle-aged adults. i'd feel inferior, and i'd think to myself, "im jus a child you know?" aaahhh. what crap is that? eventhough i am matured in terms of thinking, im very sure of that, but mebbe im jus too child-like. put it in a nicer way, WAY TOOOOO YOUNG AT HEART alrightt? haha. blame my course for it! wahaha. nahh. im jus easily influenced.

i was really down when i got his reply. i didn think i would be down. heyy! ive gotten over him didn i? fuck me. one time i thought it'd be the best choice never to meet him again. but like, never EVER?! yeaaa i guess that is the case. GONE CASE! it's like as if he's gone from my life. he's no more in my heart. but his memories will always be with me. anyway, it was my choice, so hafta live with it. =))

NOW GET DOWN TO SERIOUS BUSINESS FOR THE NEX FEW WEEKS! IM LOVING IT, PEOPLE! =)))))