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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59

this phrase catches so much of my attention:

LIVE FOR WHAT'S ETERNAL

:) :) :)

think about it, i have not been preparing much for it. ive always been chasing for the best in life: wealth, health, studies, enjoyment and such, that i fail to realize, what's gonna happen to you after death? life is only temporary. prepare for whats next, cus indeed, life is short and, unpredictable. and i realize i haven been keeping up with my religion, study it and stuff like that. i shall start :)

life's pretty packed nowadays, but im beginning to enjoy it much =))
every single day, theres' bound to be something. to me, work is forever awesome. im enjoying it, but am really looking forward to try out that work-from-home thingy. =)) jus yesterday, went to see how D3 works. it was fine. people okayy, programme so-so. i was only attracted to the dance moves choreographed by bryan! and because the song is Please don't Stop the Music, i was so enthu about it! i love the song and the moves were great. but somehow, i hav doubts about joining D3, though it would be great to be dancing every week. hmmm. wonder wonder.

am nervous to meet everyone in Sunshine tmr. really nervous. it has been soooo fucking long! and im even more nervous about my answer. will i still continue in this industry? i really don know. but somehow im determined to let go. not that im giving up, it's probably jus not within my reach at the moment. i hav other things to settle firs, to concentrate on. i cant juggle so much. i don wanna end up attaining bad results for everything that im involved in. i hate that feeling. shall see how.

now looking forward to hav workout sessions with peg and the rest, eric's birthday, necklace for "the darlinggs", apply for that online job and moreeeee! :) :) :)

posts about camp will be up like later later later! :)))

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