Wednesday, April 16, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 04:36
ohmann. this is craaaaazzeeeee. i don know why, but i couldn upload more than one pic at a time. so i hafta like, upload one by one? no way mann! i don hav that much time. dammit. i was so excited about posting those pics. haa. so today's post is without any pictures! toodles~ who ask you guys to be so impatient? haha. kept pestering me to update huh? but anyways, been like nearly a month since i last blogged, and i simply love it! love the fact that i was busy with something else instead of jus blogging.
hmmm. honestly, im feeling a lil' better now than like last month? haha. really better! is it cus i met 384363?! mebbe. could be. didn regret going for the camp. much much better than pre-camp i thought. :) and also partly cus ive gotten over him. so fast? so fast? haha. i think ive gotten over him. should be larr. you jus know it. hmm. you wan proof? ehh, when you don hav the urge to quickly reply his messages, when you don hav the urge to approach him on msn, when your heart doesn beat that fast while youre communicating with him, when you don even think of him as much as before? concrete enough? HA-HA! wow. im amazed. still, i hope malay lessons every week with him will not change anything about how im feeling right now, cus, i don want to. really. it's better off this way, as FRIENDS. :) im happy, he's happy, so lets clap our hands! haha. kayy. chill.
now going on to fcukers. things hav changed soooo much. really so so much. and i bet they will agree wth me. things happened, and we learn from them all. bad things happened, but we'll definitely learn something good from it. i hafta admit, when i found out he doesn trust me now, i was like, WTF?! but i guess im fine with it. =) jus perhaps, i don know what ive done to deserve this cold treatment. it can be felt deep down inside. really hurts when you think about it but ANYWAYS, bro has become much popular now. many many girls are calling him bro, or boss, or whatever whatever. haa. but im the only female whos being called bro by him. knn. im NOT transexual! haha. talking about bros, i really badly NEED to update my friendster primary pic! heyy saBROS~ chill out real soon!!! grrrr.
anyways, to my sweetay, jus wanna say, loveyou girl! haha. i know youve been waiting for this, so i shall save the best for the last! haha. from the moment i heard of you, and your name, and whatever your character's like the last time, i couldn imagine we could be this close, in our hearts, rightt? kinda amazing how things work yeaa? jus wanna let you know youre so appreciated by me, from your laughter to your siaoness and of course i appreciate your presence, to be there for me when im in need. :) loveyou lotsa! ssheeeeesshhh. am i being too mushy here? keekee.
so yea. looking forward to more exciting school life, plus, hoping to see myself being more alert and productive in class, and ATTENTIVE, haha! and looking forward to more clubbing and eric's chalet in collaboration with MASTER'S 'departure' for ns! wahaha. great! the 3rd botakhead in fcukers! what else? looking forward to a better future for myself, my fam, my fcukers fam and those i really care :))
so the nex post will be updates on what happened like days and weeks ago. clubbing? camp? chill at vivo with chiobuu and some others, workplace etc. =D
HAV A WONDERFUL LIFE PEOPLE! :)
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