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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59

it turned out totally opposite! whatever i predicted or guessed, didn happen. instead, i felt much more warmer being there as compared to last time. in the end, im bac to being under mr song's care. haha. what he said was true. let go of the past. we cant change the past, but we can make a difference for our future. i know its hard for me right now, especially to start all over again. but, i shall giv it a try! :) it's .... EM-MAX! :))

ohh mann. im so drained nowadays. really drained. nobody could see but i could feel it. dammit. so many things to do, where do i start? grrrrr. ohh btw today while i was at commonwealth mrt station, going down the escalator, a middle-aged man in front of me suddenly turned to me and smiled at me. the hilarious part was when i looked at him and frowned, and then turnd to look behind me to check if he was actually smiling to someone else! WAHAHA. sadly, no one behind me. then while walking to the bustop, he purposely walked slowly so i could catch up with him? and he kept turning bac! disgusting. and so i walked even SLOWER! wahaha. heyy. it was really scary ok. had encountered these kinda men soooo many fucking times. dammit.

ok. seems like i hafta plan a new schedule for myself. every single day, there's bound to hav something i hafta attend to. how do i fit in things like, em-max? running? ech club? dance? malay lessons? cuckooooooo.

[i couldn find him! nowhere at all. not virtually, nor in person. i'll jus wait for miracles to happen, or Fate. wahaha.]