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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59

working was baddd. he was a "gentleman" indeed. my ass arr. more like gentleOLDman. nabehh. i respect him for being my so called 'senior' so i shall not be so rude to him. i couldn bring myself to say, "ehh. i don wan talk to you lehh. can don disturb me?" but i guess friday if i see him, i'll not even think of entertaining him with all his nonsense bullshit. what massage forte he has, and cook vege food for me, and meet my parents to be their friend. cheebye. i didn know if i was actually violated ehh. but thinking bac, i think i was actually being molested. FUCK MANN.

if i count this as one, then in total i was actually being molested for three fucking times! #knnbccb!!!# when i think bac, i thought, whyy was i so bloody weak at that moment, so soft hearted! NABEHHHHH! i'll never, ever let this happen again!

i hate for being misunderstood, for all the wrong reasons.
i hate the fact that im being too concerned about you guys.
i should hav minded more of my own beeswax.
i know. thanx for making me realise that.
i hate it when you don get what im tryna say.
i hate it when you fail to understand my good intentions.
i hate it when im actually being used,
and i hate it too, when i always pretended like i didn know i was being used.
i hate myself for being kinda plastic at times.
for it doesnt suit my blog add. at all.
im not being fake, or hypocritic.
i hate it when people say they like me, they miss me, when in fact,
we were never close to the extent that you should miss me the way you do.
i hate guys who desperately wan a gf and would ask you for your hand when you don even know each other at all?
FOR WHAT FUCK? ALL YOU USELESS FUCKAS!
i hate it when people judge me
for all the bad, crude language/vulgarities that i always use.
i hate myself for not being able to fulfill my old promises.
i hate myself for not being able to reach my goals.
i hate myself for not being able to fulfill my role as a
GOOD DAUGHTER, SISTER, AUNT.
i hate myself for eating too much.
i hate myself for not being disciplined enough.
i hate myself for not being able to keep up to my healthy habits.

AND I HATE IT SO MUCH

FOR THINKING

OF ALL THESE SHIT THAT I HATE.