Friday, March 07, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 11:50
wednesday, 050308
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOY!
THE GIRAFFE THE CAKE FROM ME
 was kinda disappointed cus the cake didn look as appetizing as i thought it would be. my firs attempt was considered a failure. everything was okayy, but the oven part, and the temperature, had to spoil everything :( please don consume it. unless you wanna get food poisoning, by all means, although ive tried it. wasnt that bad. but for you, the cake was left untouched for 2 whole days rightt? jus keep it lahh kk. frame it or something. haha.MY SECOND NEPH, LENT HIS HELPING HAND :P THE PROCESS
     THIS WAS THE HARDEST. TOOK FUCKING LONG! STILL YELLOW IN COLOUR! GRRRR.COULD HAV USED THE ROUND TRAY INSTEAD :( BUT THE SPILLED PART TASTED DAMN GOOD :)) EHH REALLY. LOOKS ARE DECEIVING. THE CARD & T-SHIRTS I MADE A SMALL ONE FOR FCUKERS :) BUT THEY DIDN HAV THE CHANCE TO EAT IT. WILL MAKE A NEW ONE OK? :) I PROMISE, A BETTER LOOKING ONE. :)) BIATCHPARTNER. THANX FOR EVERYTHING DARLING ;D
the surprise didn turn out successfully, at least to me, cus kk was way too smart. all 3 plans failed :( but hope he enjoyed himself.

KK, JOHN & FCUKERS :) NOT NUA-ING. JUS ROC? Relaxing One Corner :)



THIS IS FUNNY. TAKEN BY ERIC GIANT :P  SNAPS OF ME AND MAOMAO! yh arr. thanx ya? you should know whyy :)))))))
 
 
ANNE ANGEL AND MY BEST PAL IN FCUKERS ;P wanted to go pub drink, in the end, had tiger beer at eric's estate. played those games like we normally would. from there, things happened, and MASTER had another name added to his list: FANG PI REN! he rawks rightt? anyhow only let go! and SIAOZHABOR had a new one too, by kk: LOUDSPEAKER! :P
MASTER!
thanx ya. really ehh. :)) for that, i don mind serving you more lahh okayy? wahaha.   ERIC GIANT AKA THE HOST. JOKER SIAA HE. DON BE DECEIVED BY HIS SIZE. WE BULLY HIM, NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND. :X keekeekeekeekeekeekee  SIAOZHABOR/LOUDSPEAKER/MY SIAO-SIAO KAKI :)) see the pic when she was acting cool! hee.
  
thursday, 060308
time really flew very fast. soon it was time for us to meet cc. his birthday! me, john, kk left eric's estate around 0000hrs plus. saw chong ming, yih song, another john over at cc's place. suddenly i miss sse. (especially when i read bac most of my april entries) okok stop it. anyways, wanted to giv cc his birthday "present". but cc fainted! wahaha. kidding nehh. played cards and other games tgt. was really fun, even if there were only the four of us :)) until the police came and got our particulars. my fucking THIRD time! anyways, followed them to play mahjong at one of their friend's place. of course i didn play. i tried so hard to keep my eyes OPENED WIDE! but somehow i did doze off a little. had breakfast around 0600hrs. that was when the other john made me laugh sooo much! he was one darn funny guy. HAHA.
  bac at home, was feeling quite down. somehow i regretted giving him the letter. but MASTER was so sweeet :) and i listened to him. i remembered that i had promised to let it all out, and MASTER said one shouldn do things halfway. had little sleep and all. might as well jus go for it. at least after that you can still move on with your life, no matter what the results :)
still i was sad, down down down, didn had proper sleep and stuff. till anne and yh sms me. had dinner with them. we were jus mentioning about the issue, when suddenly i received fucking long msgs from him. i saw the firs sentence and i couldn get to continue reading it. zh and ts came, and then we had a disastrous day. but i was glad i could be of some help for them. really. im sure they could solve the problem soon. jus like i knew i could forget him. :)))))
fcukers, thanx so much! im glad i met you guys. honestly :D
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* somehow, although i was feeling down, the news didn come as surprising to me. somehow, i expected that. but still, my tears couldn stop falling. now i didn know whats my nex step. what should i do? or rather, what can i do? ive no strength to do anything productive rightt now. jus feel like nua-ing away alone. all i know, ive promised to let go. so i shall rightt? im glad we cleared things out this way. like what he said, "lets keep the memories clean that at least we once had been to the extent before" :'((((( thanx kk. thanx for the memories. thanx for the way youve treated me. i admit, those msgs were kinda cruel, but i know it was better this way. at least it is much easier for me to let go. i know you don wish to hurt me, and being frank was the best. but the part when you said our "honeymoon period" was before sse moved to tpy, that was painful to hear. and the part when you said your feelings faded away eversince youve given up on sse, was way more painful. (it was the same case like what i had gathered from qiu, that our friendship was only based on haagen-dazs. and that was why we severed ties eversince i quitted haagen. so is this case the same too? so after you were no more in sse, we were no more too?) but its okayy. lemme be alone for a few days, think through whats the best way for me to forget you. of course, you mus fulfill that request firs before i can fully let go :) i believe i can let go, cus ive successfully done so once :D
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