Tuesday, March 11, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 13:55
saturday, 080308
indeed. looks may always appear deceiving. i was looking happy in the pics rightt? but only God knows how i was feeling at that moment. still, on the other hand, i was grateful to hav fcukers with me, especially MASTER & ANGEL by my side. i remember, saturday was a very long and tiring day for me. initially, wanted to meet ANGEL & BEST PAL to chat at bukit merah bball court, since the guys wanted to play bball. in the end i chose to work my ass off instead at the IT fair, for i thought i should occupy myself with something and not think about him. had supper with fcukers. atmosphere was alil' tensed up, but MASTER never fail to make me smile :))
went to eric's estate again, (okayy i know it isnt HIS estate, but you guys know what i mean rightt) the playground there and tried our best to solve ts & zh the problem. thanx eric, without you, i wouldn know how to help them. mebbe i myself was feeling mentally and physically weak at that point in time. things turned out very emotional. all of us girls cried, due to our own personal reasons, each of us had our own difficulty. maomao had his, bro too, ts, zh, siaozhabor, me, anne. really. seems like right now is our down period. my sis told me, that mebbe God wanted us to become closer, this way. :))
FCUKERS. LET US ALL BE STRONG TO OVERCOME THE MANY OBSTACLES WE'RE FACING RIGHTT NOW OKAYY? THINK BEFORE YOU ACT. THATS ALL I HAFTA SAY TO YOU GUYS. THINK MORE. THINK THROUGH FIRS. THATS WHERE HUMANS LIKE US ARE WEAK AT. WE ALWAYS FAIL TO THINK. REALLY. BUT ANYWAYS, THANX FOR BEING THERE GUYS. :)))))
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one piece of sad news, and soon after, another one had to come. as if one wasnt bad enough for me. but i would like to specially thank dearest fcukers and my other friends who care. =)) thanx so much.
ANNE ANGEL: thanx for being there for me. every now and then, you never fail to understand me. you always give me the courage to move on, even how down i may feel every time, especially during that critical moment when i was about to give up! loveyou always darlingg. :)
BEST PAL/MAOMAO/MY DA MEI NU FREN:
you always make me feel that im cared for, by you guys. you always try your best to cheer me up, with your messages :) even when you yourself might be facing your own problem, you still care about this panda here. thanx pal. now im praying that everything will go smoothly for you and her. really.
SWEETAY: you may be faraway girl, and i could understand how lonely you may feel, when you know most of fcukers are here, and you are there. don worry, for we hav never forgotten about you. at least i hav never did that. i really appreciate your concern. it mus be hard on you, to handle yours and see through mine. i pray for the best for the two of you too.
MASTER/THESINGAPORESHOW/BIG HEAD GHOST/FANG PI REN:
master, you hav been a great existence to me. a friend who never fail to bring me to smile or even laugh my ass off. i know you care and i really appreciate it. thanx for cheering me up that night! but i really don wanna suck your fart out, thankyou :D i'll be your "maid" always! :))
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