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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 05:14

had jus finished writing the letters and the birthday card :))
now i know it is really true, that when you hav the heart to do something, you wouldn even care about the time, or whether youre having enough sleep and stuff. you jus do it. thats how you will feel, i guess, when you jus like doing the things that you do. :)

as i wrote the last few sentences of that letter, i started tearing, but jus two drops. i wonder what would happen after this. how would he react? am i prepared for the worst? can i cope after that? can i move on?

but, ive promised if the outcome isnt the best that i'd wanted it to be, i would give him up, willingly and without regrets :) so, i shall.

anyways, till today i could still remember chong ming's voice and what he told me once, during that important day in sse. "myra! don give up! give your 100%! you call this your 100%? myraaaa! i feel so heartbroken seeing you like this ehh! myra! remember what you promise your parents! they hav never given up on you, so why are you giving up?" i was even hearing those words when i nearly gave up doing ClimbMax in the gym on monday. ohgosh. thankyou so much, chong ming :)