Sunday, February 24, 2008
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 17:37
i always know how precious life is, and how we should make full use of it, how we should, like what many would say, "live life to the fullest". it sucks when you know what to do but jus plainly never get down to doing it. like when you know how precious your family is to you, and yet you never do anything to show that you really love them, care for them, until they are gone, or when they are "near to gone". ohmyy. i wont ask why is this happening to me? cus im sure many out there are experiencing this too, only that it is a matter of time. i pray i can live through all these. :(
by the way, this is dedicated to YOU,
i may not be tearing now, am i glad for that.
im no longer an emotional loser that you used to know.
im no longer the girl who needs you everyday by my side
to listen to all my grievances.
im no longer the girl who will cry for you,
for not being able to see you, to hear your voice.
but the problem is that, now,
only my heart is tearing, and im tryna fix it.
so here it is, and toast to us after today! :)
i kept looking in all places, where youre supposed to be,
but i never seem to find you, and youre all i long to see.
i jus cant seem to understand, what it was that changed your mind.
all this time i thought i knew you, when really, i was blind.
but now that i do not hate you, and i knew that i never will,
because i care about you then, and i care about you still.
eventhough you hurt me, i cant seem to let you go.
but i will go on without you, and i wanna make sure you know.
it will take sometime to mend, the damage youve done.
but broken hearts do heal, that's where strength comes from.
for now, the tears may be falling, and my thoughts keep circling to you.
but soon, things will get better.
if you hav hope, then they will always do.
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