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Thursday, February 14, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 05:05

bac again. will be staying up till about an hour later cus i was given the responsibility to wake my sis up for work. wow. nice job. grrrr. gladly, im not in the least sleepy or tired. whyy ehh? mebbe due to my prayers earlier. :)

so what the hell hav i been doing? oh. given the choices morning, noon, night, of course i choose night, and i am said to be dark and emotional. how true.

i was kinda amazed for i could absorb whatever i was reading. seriously. i thought i couldn stay up today to study cd but was really happy that i jus did! :)) however had my "obstacles":

1. blocked nose acting up again. had to rush to the basin in the toilet to wash away mucus cus i don like using the tissue to wipe away. made my skin so dry and painful!

2. felt like vomiting phlegm. yes P-H-L-E-G-M! felt like it was right below my throat jus ready to come out, and when i ran to the kitchen, nothing. dammit. this happened more than 15 times i think! :X

3. had a bloody ant on my keyboard, and then it crawled over to my exercise book so i turned impatient (after a few times already) and killed it! and few minutes later another ant popped out of nowhere and crawled on my hand! kinda "scared" actually. like as if its "spirit" comes bac to haunt me! HAHA.

AAAARRRRRGH. other than that, okayy. enjoyed reading while listening to my collection of fave songs :)

oh. yes. in the midst of studying, when i saw him online, i had this thought of jus letting him know. telling him how i feel and yadda yadda yadda. thought of sending him an email and settle this once and for all. second thoughts, mebbe this decision is too rush? i used to hav this kinda problem, and the outcome was kinda badddd. so nono. shall wait till march, and we'll see from there. moreover my feelings hav slowly faded ryt now.

i realized what i hav been afraid might happen has indeed happened. eventho you may be jus a friend to me, you never know how much i treasure those little moments. they show how special our friendship is. but yes indeed after youve gone head over heels for that someone, you jus forgot all about me and that someone seemed to replace that "job" which all along was done by me. i was flabberghasted and froze for a little while. but i understand. i accept. :)

ok feel like eating something. goshh. breakfast arr? siao. i think i shall jus go straight to zzzzz after waking my sis up. nites. will spend half of valentine's day sleeping and another half memorising dpip!