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Saturday, January 26, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59

THIS SNOOPY WAS ILLUSTRATED BY BRO.

i think not bad lehh. jus need the snoopy to TUCK IN HIS TEETH! =P

MY DEAREST OF THE DEAREST. :) JAY!

our children:

boys will be JAYden, JAYbuang, JAYshuai, JAYcob ... hmmm.

girls will be JAYniffer, JAYlene, JAYsha ... mwahahaha.

what crazy fans of JAY CHOU can come up with for their future. :)

MUDDER! I TAKE YOU, YOU TAKE ME!

HI. RETARRRDED KEEKEE.

MY SIS AND TS.

MY BRO. AS IN REAL BRO LEHH.

I TOOK THIS. BRO SAY NOT BUANG LEHH. :))

INSTEAD THIS IS WHAT WE CALL BUANG! YAWN SOMEMORE! *YAWNS*

NATURAL INDEED. AS IF. SUPPER! SHIOKK? NOT BAD NOT BAD.

HAHA. i realised the arrangement of the above small pics like hop scotch sia! :)

supper was good. jus a ..... temporary remedy for my sorrow.

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i love my sister. i really love her to bits. jus now during supper i could see how kind hearted and generous she was. yes my 5th sis. as in the one younger than me. i simply love her. well. when you realized that you hav already dropped in so deep into the well, jus so so so deep, and when you thought no one would be there to help you, when you thought there was NO HOPE AT ALL, you would find the most unexpected person to help you.

im sorry for not bein able to be with you guys. my presence may be there but i myself don understand why my heart is never there. my mind too. i'd always occupy myself with other things at home, jus by staring at this bloody flat screen and exercising my fingers on the keyboard. im sorry for i hav never put in ANY effort at all to spend time with you guys. im sorry that i could be of NO HELP AT ALL to you. so sorry! im so useless i know. im sorry. but you guys would always be there for me. i feel so ashamed of myself! but i'd really like to thank YOU, my beloved FAMILY. I LOVE YOU. :( OHMANN. feel like crying already SHIT.

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you didn say hi, you didn say bye. SAD.

why? do i really hav feelings for you? ANY at all? why do i feel so bothered? so disturbed? so not in the right mind. i jus couldn do anything so suddenly. was what my sis told me TRUE? ohmyy. i really didn realize. no. please tell me this isnt true. please please. don tell me that im deceiving myself. we are SIBLINGS only. nothing else. nothing more. :(( AAAARHHHH! GRRRRR.