ohh. jus mocking at myself. if i don love myself, who will?
today childcare was somehow the worst of all times. i was so tired that i didn really know what i was doing. and i guess the meds that the doc gave were really effective. i ate one tablet yesterday at 3am and i couldn wake up till like 9plus when i was supposed to reach childcare at 9! bro sms me at 7am, but i was sleeping like a dead log. thanx doc. but i think i should skip those medication for awhile until ive settled my assignments and stuff. and i had left my mobile at home! so had to go bac home to get it instead of meeting bro straitaway. goshh. in the end, i told bro i had to take a nap. was fucking tired!
met up with bro, i mean SABRO to buy his arm socks and my velcro and stuff at around 4? well. then dinner tgt with lesbianpartner and met up with siaozhabor too. i guess i can disclose some info here ryt, bro? errrr. ok ahhhh. im glad i could be of some help to him. sometimes jus seeing the person that you like will naturally make you happy. :) and guess what? i guess bro has heeded my advice. he was trying to be proactive! and yes, i hope he's having a good time with her ryt now.
sidetracked! LETS SEE. BUANG FACE! haha. can guess who ryt. mudder.
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at firs, when i heard about it, my heart stopped beating for a second, and then suddenly i could feel my emotions twirling .. googoogaagaa. i jus need someone. but despite knowing that he cant be there for me, i still stubbornly approached him. OMG. and how could he? he jus went off! jus like that! cheebye. i think i shall forget about it already. suan le la. i jus hope that my emotions will be bac to normal. i thought my fucked up life is healing, but jus because of one person, all was ruined. i am really badly affected now, cus he still matters to me. :(
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