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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 23:59

i was like randomly listening to SORRY, PUT THE BLAME ON ME by AKON when i suddenly realised that the lyrics relate so much to me. i really hope you do realise it, what youve done to me, how youve neglected me, how you indirectly were showing me disrespect, how you hav always given me sleepless nights jus thinking of you, how you are the reason for my pain. and i do hope that you hav things left unsaid for me to hear ... and that youre jus waiting for the right moment to tell me. :((

I’m sorry for the times I left you home.
I was on the road and you were alone.
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go.
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know.
That you were sitting home just wishing we,
Could go back to when it was just you and me.
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect.
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect.
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done.
~~I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son.~~
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware.
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there,
Because I am in the streets like everyday.
Sorry for the things that I did not say.
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl.

I understand that there are some problems,
And I am not too blind to know.
All the pain you kept inside you.
Even though you might not show.
If I can apologize for being wrong.
Then it’s just a shame on me.
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me.

im starting to miss you again. when will this ever end? am i to make the hole even bigger, or should i jus close my door on you? but even if i want to, i jus cant bring myself to do it ...