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Friday, December 21, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 02:47

ibu's birthday was jus over, 20 december. hmmm. it coincides with hari raya haji and i guess that was the reason why she seemed so happy the whole day! hmm but i couldn really celebrate her birthday nor hariraya with her. was supa occupied in the head, and i really wonder how many things hav i get done. =/

the past two or three days, i wasnt really feeling fine. especially when i was all by myself, memories of you liven up. memories of us spending time together and such. sighh. and what else? started tearing! during bus rides, mrt rides, while going to bed. ohmyy. especially while listening to Beyond's Hai Kuo Tia, and Winter Sonata's songs. those songs really touched me. i guess this is the time then. when you are really really far away from me. mebbe yes you hav indeed decided to leave, leave us, leave ME. is this the ending that you wan? i cant say i can accept it but ya im trying to. im enduring the pain. the pain of not seeing you, not hearing your voice on certain nights when i couldn get to sleep. not seeing your smses in my mobile. none. nothing at all. you didn even bother. you didn even care.

it is indeed so true, jus read this:

We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
This is the truth of life .. it's strange but true.

why? why are you appearing so mean? so cold? was it because of that incident that ive wronged you? was it? were you angry? till today?

please .... nothing is worst than the torturing of the heart. =(