Sunday, December 30, 2007
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 02:34
hmmm. i dunno what the hell is wrong with me but i jus feel like posting something. nowadays my mind is kinda blank. i could think of nothing very productive. nor do. all i could ever think of now is, im soooo happy to hav met my life entertainers. :) they're a group of great frens that i would never forget. they bring joy to my life as if all my problems were gone!
it started out with jus some people. and we knew each other through lesbianpartner. through kbox! yea. the main people: yong, hwei, eric who's now of course known as kingkong, master and giant respectively. i didn hav good impression of them at all. jus thought they were dao. eeks! haha.
and then it slowly expanded to someMORE people that we could hang out with! no more only with yong, hwei, eric. now theres kun and tianshou! HAHA. tianshou - firs impression: like kid sial! haha. but he's actually quite sensible and matured. =)) kun: XIALAN-KIA. sibehh act beng. but when you gotta know him closer, he jus talks like that, but he's nice la horr?
and now master always brought chiobuu out with us! and paikia bro suddenly turned up in one of the chalets. firs impression - chiobuu: errr. okok lorr. look better than photo. and shes nicer now that i know her better! muacks! paikia bro: act cool only. got tattoo think you big ahh? wahahaha. but he turned out to be so different. someone with great personality and has a special sense of humour. and then theres galgal, plus anne, ivan and qianhua!
thanx guys for being a part of my life. :))
since theres only one day left to the new year, i thought i shant do anything yet. i sorta giv up. cus i don like the feeling of doing things when my mind isnt sorted out yet. yes, im really not in the right mind yet. i needa think through thoroughly about my life, commitments, values, beliefs, goals, priorities and organize them properly. sorry but this is me. 2008 shall mark the start of the race. not now. im really brainfreezing now.
you left a wound in my life. please clear it before it turns into a scar, for when it turns into a scar, i'll never be able to forgive you. i know youve helped me so much, but youve hurt me so much too. :(
nowadays you seem to always be there for me. when i feel lonely, i know i could find you and i would feel better. altho you may claim that you like her, no one knows what actually lies there in the future. cus your actions really made me think otherwise. why are things always like this? why are there uncertainties? but im glad our frenship builds up from the time we didn talk to now. it is indeed a good progress. =) thanx for entering my life.
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