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Sunday, November 11, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 22:54

jus felt the urge to read bac my old entries and i realised that my truly disastrous period was around may, june, july. depression, sadness, breakdowns, whatever you could think of. and when i reflected bac, i knew that my life is a lil' better at this very moment. it may not be fully smooth, but im really grateful that im getting better, emotionally at least. i couldn exactly believe that i was acty suffering from body aches, mental aches and et cetera. it was a lil' too much but heyy, it's all over now. im really so glad im able to pull myself tgt, and seriously, im emotionally and mentally stronger. i really really hafta thank sunshine for making me achieve this mental state of mind. it really pushes me to go on and give my best. im not talking solely about sunshine, but in every other aspect of my life. my school, my personal investments in life. =)) mann. i could remember vividly how i had been suffering bac then, and of course i do believe that whatever goes down, will definitely go up again. and i know, my efforts wont be wasted. =D

a lil' update about myself.

1. i was scalded by supa hot green tea two days ago, and my right shoulder, right neck & right chest were yeaa 'stained' with long red marks. aint any love bites ehh. yuck. and yupp. it's painful when i touch it.

2. i think im running behind in all my assignments. wow. im not gonna repeat history mann.

3. i feel different being with them. it jus happens. tell me how im coping for fyp nex year?

4. im sick of all my fav songs already!

5. im in debt! HAHA.

6. im surprised that i don miss you. okayy mebbe jus a lil'.

7. im tryna kick those dirty habits, and developing new healthier ones.

8. i always stone in school lately.

9. im looking forward to the many chalets in dec, but im a lil' afraid that i wont be able to enjoy them. (because not being able to reach my short term goals = not being able to enjoy later =/)

okayy. im gonna stop at 9 because 9 is my fav number. =)) i think i shouldn have even have that 'negativity' in my head! not at all. shoooo!