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Friday, September 07, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 13:26

im feeling so scared .. so guilty .. so very afraid .. really. but seriously i don know what exactly am i afraid of. i guess ma downhill is coming again. mebbe ive had enough of those uphills. but honestly, i don really feel those uphills. im jus forcing maself to smile, to be happy when indeed, the truth lies only within me.

i feel like im so screwed. really screwed. i jus feel like getting cooped up in ma house is the only thing i'd like to do now. but of course it wont solve anything. i really don know. ma heart's thumping bigg time. and ive no one to talk to about this.

i guess ma confidante is getting fed up with me. ma brother is no longer like a brother to me. and yes. im jus afraid of seeing ma besfren again.

please. please tell me whats wrong with me. i wan to start from the very beginning, but aaarg. i really don know whats best that i gotta do now. and i know no matter how hard i cry for help, no one can help me. the solution can only come from me, maself & i. =(((

YA ALLAH. OPEN UP MA MIND, SHOW ME THE RIGHT DIRECTION AND PROTECT ME FROM THE DEVILS.