Tuesday, September 25, 2007
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 08:06
im angry. i really am. i don know who im angry with, mebbe at maself and some others. im mad, im frustrated, im upset, i feel like scolding them, i feel like spitting vulgarities at them no matter how people wanna look at me, i don really care! aaaaaarrrrrg. i know this isn fair for them. i know they're worried sick but heyy. you guys really didn hafta show me attitude and stuff. jus cus you guys are older and everything, you think you guys are BIGGG?! mudder. im boiling mad, so to 'cure' it, ma third nephew did a good job by helping me. =)) snapping pics of him jus makes me H-A-P-P-Y! =D 3RD NEPH, RYAN 
BIG VEHICLE, SMALL VEHICLE
JALAN JALAN THEN SUDDENLY EMO. LIKE ME SIAKKKK. =P
JALAN JALAN SOMEMORE, ALL THE WAY ....... TO ..
SEE FISH!
AND MORE ADVENTURES FOR HIM
working at tom&stef is like getting medication after a fall from the ladder.
after halfway climbing up that ladder (or even lesser or more, i don know), unexpectedly, i fell down. but at least im strong enough to get up again. you cant jus ask me to like immediately climb up the ladder bac again. thats not right, really cus im still in pain. i need to clean ma wound. the blood flowing and the pain, its indescribable. tom&stef is jus like that thing that can help me ease ma pain, for a lil' while, before im able to climb bac the ladder. are you able to understand ma situation now? i hope you do. guess what? ma wound's healing pretty soon. jus a bit more time and i'll climb up again, only this time more careful, and probably, alil' faster. you guys jus hafta gimme your support by understanding me. ;P
LIKE IT HAS BEEN SO FUCKING LONG, EVERSINCE YOU DIDN REPLY THAT SHIT. I SO DON FUCKING CARE. BUT I WOULDN KNOW HOW LONG THIS ATTITUDE OF MINE CAN LAST. I HOPE IT WILL LAST FOR-E-VER .....
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