Thursday, August 09, 2007
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 19:20
hmm. like ive always said and predicted, this year's nat' day is really nothing much. no feeling whatsoever. im not as patriotic as i was like 10 years before. except that i still bother to wear a RED T with the word SINGAPORE on it. haha. i didn go out with the fun ex-colleagues of mine as planned by me and liping, cus we predicted that many cant go. they might be enjoying with their families. so no jay chou movie today and no celebration for jeffrey. plus not hanging out with family to see fireworks. jus gonna rot at home and hopefully the feeling of "i mus study CD 2.1 today" will come bac!
went to view brother bear's blog. and he mentioned about us, yea, the haagen-dazs people! suddenly the feeling of missing them comes bac.
people like bro bear of course, hafiz, ina, jeffrey, peishi, liping, sharon, meijia, chris, rennie, riduan, ende, josh, qiuli, ina number 2, amin, bingjie, leslie and more and more and also those during ace's time like anita, jiawei, kelvin, muhd nur, rizal, suria, kiyoko, asri, yanyi, panchuen, hansheng, kianhong, of course ace himself, yani, leekuan, ada, joyce, eileen, jasmine, even rickson mann and yes MORE! basically lots more whom ive worked with. those from holland village i mean. and staff from anchorpoint like jiajie, bingzhong, roy, izzati, marlini, zhichao and more. miss you guys.
however those who've left a great impact in ma life, you know who you are, those whom i used to work with under chris .. yea. during tim, rennie, chris the era! you guys are always remembered. the memories still remained deep inside me. the basketball and badminton times, the pool times, the movie times and im not void of feelings. if time permit us, we'll surely meet again and hangout yea.
and yepp. if can, i'd like to hear good news about bro bear and panchuen again. i'll be so glad if they're ok. sighh. and i really really wanna get bac with her. its been so long since we last talked. and i guess the decision i made was kinda too soon and too rash. i didn expect things to turn out this way and i don know if she still will remember me or accept me as her fren again? sighh. but then again i don wanna appear as a pest to her. whatever it is, ive always believed in Fate. i'll wait for that day .. that moment ..
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