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Friday, June 01, 2007

myramoxiaomai from URL @ 01:13

why why why? are ma tears only there for him? WAD THE FUCK.

jus now wasn the firs time i cried for him. okok. do i say 'cried'? wad do u call it, when ur emotions started building up, and your eyes began to feel watery, and slowly tears rolled down your cheeks, after something happened? and then after like TWO seconds of "boohoo-ing", ure bac to normal again? do u call this crying?

wadeva that is, i don really care. wad i care most is why why why? i feel like talking to ma emotions, ma feelings. whenever u see his name 'pop out', u jus hav the urge to talk to him but hesitated for like half an hour later, before u finally approached him. msn for like only 3 lines, found out he's talking to that other gurl, afterwic i waited for him before he msn me again, only to find out that he gotta sleep. and there u go!! *CRY* it was totally different from before!!

when im off to bed, usually would listen to the sad song, memories of him in ma head, then *CRY*. but all this while i swear i can survive without him!! he's only 40% up in here.

SAVE ME SOMEONE! ANSWER ME. WADS ALL THIS? i wanna prove to him & maself that wad we both thought of, was and is still wrong. the truth is NOT that i like him. SOMEBODY SAVEEEEEE MEEEEE!!!