Saturday, June 02, 2007
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 02:12
ma LOVELY car! dream car! NEW BEETLE CABRIOLET. this car represents me, so special, so unique, so cute. =)) jus that it isn PURPLE. 
when u are stressed, or feeling down, & u feel like goin shoppin is the best solution, best remedy for u, people call it RETAIL THERAPY. as for me, taking pictures of maself whenever im stressed jus makes me feel so WOW. refreshed. happy. at least for that moment. wad therapy do u call it then? CAMWHORING THERAPY? nahh. i wasn camwhoring laa ehh. wadeva u call it, jus try to accept me for wad i am, a very ZHILIAN gurl, full of maself. like wad kat used to say, "OBSESSED OF HERSELF". yea i guess i am. today (friday, 010607) i came home at around 12plus AM, after had some talk with ma network, zhong meng, ms irene & mr jeffrey. i was havin fun! can say i miss ms irene & mr jeffrey. this cute couple. =D they jus make me happy evrytime they talk to me!! in the bus on the way home, zhong meng told me & john, that to hit BUSINESS ASSOCIATE MANAGER, with effect from this july, u will hafta hit 2000 carfund instead of 1000! he jus freaked me out! "if u guys don fight for BAM before this july, i really dunno wad to say already. u guys can scratch ur head till it bleeds i tell u!" zhong meng also mentioned that we gotta build up our network one more time. we gotta start from afresh! EVRYTHING FROM SCRATCH! i was ALL MOTIVATED TO FIGHT once again! im serious! zhong meng had always been ma number one source of motivator! he jus could do it. i kept thinking & thinking & thinking. its time for a change. i mus do something from now on. its a new month, its a new day, its a new beginning. I WILL FIGHT FOR THIS MONTH. i jus need to put in ma 100% for this whole month. jus one month of sacrifice. one month for THE change. one month to make THE difference. one month to prove maself & others. ONE WHOLE BLOODY MONTH. ma downs in life are matters of the past. let the past remained the past. i'll hafta start a new chapter in ma life. all those untoward, bad incidents that has happened and which has affected ma life negatively has all come to an end. NO MORE EMOTIONAL ME. NO MORE MYRA THE WEAKLING. myra is now strong. stronger from all the setbacks she has faced. and she welcomes more of them! myra will take them in her stride. myra accept all kinds of challenges. myra wans to create a legend .. myra wans to hit BAM by 29june07. myra has clear goals in her life. lets begin & start the race ... ~LETS ALL LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST~
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