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Thursday, May 31, 2007
DRIFTED APART .. when can we be like before again? =(
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 12:42

APOLOGIES. APOLOGIES TO ALL.

especially to ma dearest soulmate, ma dearest sodium, NANA.

i know how it feels, when u ask me out, and i couldn b with u.
these past few days, thought could meet u up, but i was wrong.
i thought we could meet up at least in the company, but nahh, we didn.
cus i was too busy with ma network.
im sorry nana. im truly sorry. and u asked me out to study tgt, but again i turned u down.
im not sure how ure feeling ryt now, but i hope ure alryt.
i promise u after i close ma gps, i'll spend most of ma free time with u yea?
cus i love u too dear sodium!!

takaire ok? =))

now apologies to evelyn and company.
for not bein able to hang out with u guys tdy. u noe this day is a crucial day for me.
i cant afford to waste anymore time.
others might be enjoyg this public holiday, but i wish to be different.
sorry guys. im very sorry.

ive drifted apart from mostly EVRYONE! EVRYONE!

nana [soulmate] - both too busy with schoolwork, sse & so we couldn meet up
evelyn [HeCkerC] - shes busy with her jc, and me with poly and sse, & when shes into shopping, im so not.
zhouhui [HeCkerC] - shes busy with her ite, and we seldom contact
shujuan [HeCkerC] - shes ma buddy, yet evasince like months ago, we didn contact at all. goshh. i miss u~~
khai kit [bro] - hes busy with his basketball competition coming up, and schoolwork. never even chat in msn, sms, nor talk on the phone.
qing quan [advisor] - hes busy with basketball competition already started, and poly too. rare times we sms.
rani [marlboro supplier/whities] - i feel we jus cant click ryt now. i realize u prefer to be with them. im sad.
mel [whities] - only contact about poly stuff. i wonder.
kat [whities] - we're like in two diff worlds. altho u live like nex block, i feel ure very far away from me.
haagen-dazs mates - i miss u all. but im in contact with NONE! i miss u all alot alot lot!! ='((

SIGHH. i hope u guys are doin well in ur life. i hope to be able to get in contact again with u guys cus i really really miss our old times tgt!! TAKAIRE & WISH U GUYS ALL THE BEST.

im alone in this world. i jus feel that way. im all alone.