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Saturday, April 14, 2007
THANK YOU MA LOVELY PEOPLE!!
myramoxiaomai from URL @ 14:50

the whole of ytd was quite bad for me. i had alot of probs in ma head. REALLY REALLY ALOT. i kept thinkg and thinkg.

went online. and LAODA approached me! asked me whether ive graduated anot. and then he advised me ALOT ALOT! THANX LAODA! i'll always rem ur words de!

then khai kit talked to me. he too, advised me alot. he gave me alot of encouragement. frankly he has helped me alot altho he might not really know abt it. he jus didn realise laa. and now i feel so indebted to him! THANX KK!! =))

later around 12plus AM (ok can say, TODAY), ah quan called me. we talked and talked till like 2plus AM! he too tried to dig out the probs from me. he knows when i still hav probs left unsaid. seriously he knows! he kept on asking, "u ok?" then i'll be like. "ya .." then he'll say, "no. u don sound ok. i know laa. tell me tell me." abit spooky laa. haa. but quan has this X-FACTOR with gals. he knows the way to talk to gals laa. dunno where he picks up the skill from. HAHA. but he himself claimed that he's CHENG CHUAN. C & C for care & concern! THANX QUAN!!

then we hung up and straight after nana called! and we chatted. mostly said out all our heartfelt thoughts and we tried solving each others' probs. i simply love her! we talked abt our past, how we got separated but still are bac tgt now. talked till like 545 AM laa!! seriously ma ear ahh, DAMN PAIN AHH! haa. but it was all worth it. =)) THANX MA DEAREST NANA!

MA LIFE NOW REVOLVES AROUND THESE PEOPLE WHOM I REALLY REALLY TREASURE:

1. CAI NA NA - MA PRIMARY SCHOOL FREN

she has been sucha sweety. she's helped me alot through the years. we hav been through alot tgt and i strongly believe we'll be FRENS forever and ever and ever! FRENS FOR LIFE & FOR ETERNITY! LOVE U MA FREN! seriously without u, i dunno if i do hav the strength to move on in life at this very crucial time of ma life. THANK U SO MUCH!

2. KHAI KIT - MA UPLINE & ALSO MA BROTHER

he has never fail to encourage me and make me happy! =D he always will be there for me to encourage me and help me during ma difficult times. he may be quiet and sometimes all of us don really know wad he's up to. but im sure he's doin wadeva he's doin for evryone's good. he's like ma pillar of happiness. cus he appears FUNNY to me. HAA. THANX BROTHER!

3. QING QUAN - MA UP-UPLINE & MA ADVISOR/CONFIDANTE

he's that other guy who has given me the strength to move on after ma evry setbacks. he has been very very caring. i think he has this gut feeling laa. whenever im quiet he'll straitaway ask me why am i so sad. he's a really really nice fren who has been advising me and i could feel the warmth of his frenship. THANX AH QUAN! i really appreciate evrythg and i know our frenship will last long. ONWARD GESSIANS! mwahaha.

4. thanx also to song lei for sharing his past experiences to me, for letting me feel so welcomed cus i used to be like kinda scared of him cus he always appears so damn serious laa! but he has his FUN TIMES! =D thanx to zhong meng for wad he has done for our network's benefit. =)) and also many many others whom i'd like to thank for supportg me bein in this line. LOVEYAGUYS!

REALLY REALLY SINCERELY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MA HEART, THANK U SO MUCH! WITH U GUYS AROUND, I FEEL SO LOVED & BLESSED ALTHO U GUYS ARENT MA FLESH & BLOOD. LOVEYAGUYS!